Nick and Charlie (smut)

The 'almost' Breakup

Preface
Takes place after Charlie almost breaks up with Nick in Season One. They come back together but in a slightly different way...
Written in Nick's POV

I have never felt this scared before. Am I going to lose Charlie? I know I have been unsure and confused but one thing I know is how much I like Charlie.

I knew I liked him from the moment he first said Hi to me, I didn't realise it at the time but looking back it was so obvious. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him.

Charlie isn't replying to my messages. He has also been avoiding me at school. This is breaking my heart, I know it's late but I have to go and see him, I have to know he's okay.

I jump up off my bed, Nellie seeming annoyed that I have disturbed her. I pull on some grey joggers that are on my bedroom floor and push my feet into my vans.

I quickly rush down the stairs, and run out the front door shouting "I'll be back soon" to my mum as I leave.

I begin the walk to Charlie's house, my heart is racing and my palms are sweaty. What if he doesn't want to see me? What if he slams the door in my face?

After a short walk I arrive at Charlie's house, my hands shake as I tap the door knocker. There's a short pause and then I hear someone coming down the stairs. God I hope that's Charlie! The door opens slowly, I breathe a sigh of relief as I see Charlie's head poke around the door. His dark curls messy and his face is puffy like he's been crying. I feel like my heart is about to stop.

"Nick?" Charlie stutters, seeming confused.
"Hi," I say nervously. "I'm so sorry I just had to know you were okay" I continue, watching his face. The corners of his mouth turn into a slight smile. I feel the colour return to my face as I now know he is happy to see me.
"Erm, come in" he says quietly. Opening the door wider. "My parents aren't here and Tori's in her room with headphones on"

I slowly step into his house and nervously make my way up the stairs. He closes the door and follows me. We have been here before, the morning after our first kiss. I feel just as nervous as I did then, but this time I feel real fear. Fear that he will properly break up with me. At least I'm not dripping wet this time I suppose.

We are both in his bedroom now, he closes the door, I turn to look at him. He looks so sad, I begin to feel a strong sense of deja vu.
"I don't want to break up!" I blurt out, almost a little too loudly. He looks up at me. His eyes are full of concern. "I like you so SO much," I continue, moving towards him. "I don't want to lose you and I..." I don't get a chance to finish my sentence and the whole speech I prepared on my walk here because Charlie threw himself at me. He wraps his arms around my neck and starts kissing me passionately. I am slightly in shock but I kiss him back, my hands on his lower back pulling him into me.

I don't know what comes over me, but I lift him and almost throw him onto his bed, lowering myself on top of him. His hands are now on the back of my head, pulling gently at my hair. We're making out, like properly making out. Oh my god this is amazing. Our tongues are delicately dancing around each others mouths. Our kiss soon becomes hungry. I can feel myself getting... excited and I'm sure he can feel me too because he starts to grind upwards into me. I hear myself moaning quietly at the sensation of him rubbing myself against me. He is also excited.
"N-nick" he whispers, breaking our kiss.
"Are you okay? I ask. "Do you want to stop?" It suddenly occurring to me that things are getting a little hot and heavy.
"No" he says firmly. "I want more" he says, looking deep into my eyes. I look back at him, shocked and also unsure exactly what more means.
"A-are you sure?" My voice shakes.
"I want you Nick" he confirms. His voice is confident. Oh fuck that's hot I feel myself getting harder, I swallow my nerves thinking about the sensation of him rubbing against and wanting more of that.