𝓢𝓱𝓪𝔀𝓽𝔂 (𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉 𝖝 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉)

𝖆𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖎𝖊𝖘

Raye's p.o.v

I wake up and my head is killin me. Ion remember much from yesterday but all I remember is Jayden ended things wimme.

My everythin hurts but outta all the places, my heart hurts da most. I let ha down real bad.

She warned me n I didn't listen. Js like that time she told me Paisley would cheat n I didn't believe her

Why tf did I not listen to my shawty. Thanks to all that ian never seein her again without feelin guilty.

I get up from beside Michelle. She pretty and she fuck good but, I ain't Ari. Ion cheat on people cuz 'they fuck better'.

I love my mama's and ion wanna see her wit nobody else. I didn't even mean to fuck Michelle tbh. Plus, Jayden fuck better anyways

I was drunk till my ass and she took advantage. Imma go apologize cuz I ain't no pussy. I stand on business.

She gotta forgive me cuz the same shit happened wit her n Lia on our date.

They didn't fuck but....

Same difference 😒🙄

Her sittin on her lap is sorta like they was boutta fuck.

I go to the bathroom to shower. Ion need this bitch's permission. She fucked me like it was nun so atleast let me shower. I ain't gon leave here dirty.

Tf- like I be too fine to get myself into that shit.

I brush my teeth with the toothbrush n toothpaste I had in my bag (cuz i'm always prepared TYPE SHIII)

I enter the shower and let the water run thru my body. I want Jayden with me. I hate the shit we be goin thru

It's mostly cuz unnecassary people be entering our lives n ruining it like, gurl BYE. Fuck wit somebody elses life tf

Ruin another couple but not us. I love my girl too much for that. And 9 times outta ten, she gon be the only one who is  actually there for me in the good n bad

Nobody else

I leave the shower and get changed. I put on a crisp white tshirt, sum bleached ripped jeans and my Jordans.

I leave Michelle in the bed and drive to my momma's house.

I knock on the door. I hear ma momma yell for Armani to open the door

A rachet lookin ass Armani comes out. He look stressed asf

"Raye you fucked up big time. I know it ain't your fault tho. It was Michelle, she took advantage of you. But, Jayden don't see it"

My mom walks to the door and recieves me with a harsh ass slap. I deserve it for bein stupid.

I hurt my shawty and i'll never forgive myself for it. Aalia has a Latina chick, sittin on her lap

Jayden on the other hand was helping my mom cook sum rice n chicken. She looks at the door surprised.

I can see the tears boutta slip out her eyes. She wipes em away and continues to do what she was doin

"I deserve it I know, but I js wanna talk it out. I wanna change shit"

My momma shakes her head. "I didn't raise no cheater. The fuck has gotten into you, Raye???"

I bite my lip and look down. I can see Jayden fighting the urge to hug me. It's the fact she still care after all that shit.

"Momma please. Let me talk with her..."

Jayden looks up at me, like she gotta say sum. "Leave her, Ms Williams. I gotta talk my shit too"

She gives her a reassuring smile and soon enough me and Jayden are walking up to my old room

I haven't been in there for one day and it already smells like her. That scent of cologne with perfume

We sit down on the bed. "Yo Jayden... I'm sorry. I ain't mean to cheat on you. I love you and I don't wanna lose you"

She looks down. "What chu mean??? Ain't no way you was THAT drunk"

"Jayden don't even get me started on that. Didn't you do the same damn thing with Lia??? She sat on your lap. And you was quote unquote, drunk"

It comes out real aggressive. Not on purpose tho

She starts breaking down. Jayden ain't sensetive like that.

"I'm sorry..." She says through tears

I hug her. "For what baby???"

She looks up at me. "I know we're done but.... I slept with Aalia yesterday"

Ion know how to react. I shouldn't even be mad cuz I did the same thing but I didn't do it on purpose.

She did it conciously. I let go of her and she covers her face as she cries