𝓢𝓱𝓪𝔀𝓽𝔂 (𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉 𝖝 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉)

𝓣𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓷 𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓼 🥀

Jayden's p.o.v

I feel real stupid.

"Really Jayden???". Raye looks dissapointed asf. But that don't mean she all innocent. This mf love gaslighting

"Don't even Raye *sniff* That don't change the fact that YOU cheated. And we ended things either ways"

My head is killin me. My eyes are prolly puffy as hell.

"Jayden... I didn't mean to do it-"

Ion even let her finish. "It don't matter, you was half concious of what you was doin"

She sighs. "Maybe we just need space"

I glare at her through tears. She thinks she gon solve shit with a 'break'. She did what she did. We can't change shit

But I ain't one of those hard headed bitches. I js sigh. "Ight... I guess we need a break"

She looks at me. Her own eyes swelled with tears. I hug her. Ion care if she hugs me back but she needs it. I need it.

Surprisingly she hugs me back and kisses my cheek.

"We all do stupid shit at some point. And ion wanna hate you, ma. I love you too much to let that bitch fuck us up. Even tho, yea it was also my fault cuz I fucked things up by goin there in the first place"

She holds me in a tight embrace. "So... How long this break finna be??? And what's gonna happen after???"

She thinks about it. "How about, a month. Then, we can talk things out and see if we wanna get back"

I close my eyes and inhale her scent. "Fair enough. We still gon be chill in the dorm right? We js gon act like friends"

She nods and kisses my forehead. I wanna enjoy the last of her before we go back to square one.

~~~ 1 month later ~~~

Me and Raye are chill. We gon meet at a cafe to talk it out. We haven't really fought, but we have given eachother space.

It ain't easy tbh. We literally sleep in the same damn dorm. We FACE eachother everyday.

I sit at an empty booth, close to the window. It's a rainy friday evening.

Looks kinda depressing but relaxing at the same time.

Raye enters the cafe with a bouqet of roses. Ain't no way that's for me. I ain't really a flowers typa person, but HER giving it to me is js adorable

She walks to the booth where i'm sittin at and gives me the roses.

"So, how you doin mama's?"

She hadn't called me that in such a long time. It was 'js' a month but it was the longest mf month I have ever lived

"I'm fine. How bout you?"

She grabs my hands in hers. "Fine now that i'm wit chu. Ready to talk it out???"

I nod and she takes my hands to her lips, planting small kisses on them

"You're awfully touchy. Ya missed me?"

She chuckles and looks down at me

"Can't a nigga show they girl some love???"

She pulls me into a tender kiss. I ain't never thought i'd be called somebody girl but hey, it's cute.

"My bad. Continue to show me some love" I smile "but anyways, have we healed into it yet???"

She nods. "Matter fact I been healed. I js wanted to have these moments witchu again, shawty. You don't understand. Everytime you slept, I was laying there thinkin bout you"

I lay my head on her shoulder. "Same here. Being around you and not talkin was literal torture"

"So is it official???" I reconsider it. Maybe we can give eachother a second chance. Imma talk to Aalia after this.

I wanna apologize and forget whatever happened between us.

"Yea, why not". Her lips curl into a big ass smile and she brings those same lips to mine

This time it's a sort of desperate, passionate kiss. She holds me by the waist and I wrap my arms around her neck.

Ain't nobody gettin in our way again. No matter what~~

(I was pretty inspired today ya'll~~~ 😋)