Giyuu pov
'i miss you nee-san,Mei' I started crying for a little bit but then I looked outside. Somehow the moon has always calmed me but whenm i looked out it was already sunrise which means its another sleepless night "ugh" I got up and made myself some green tea 'now what to do for breakfast???'
"YOU SLUT YOU DON'T DESERVE TO EAT YOU'RE ALREADY TOO FUCKING FAT"
'Works with me ig...' I decided to just get ready since we had a new hashira joining us today (this is set before mitsuri joined but after he met Tanjiro) I went to the bathroom to shower and change.
I stepped into the shower 'I really am fat huh... I should eat less maybe then they will accept me' I looked at my arms "I haven't done this in a while..." "a few cuts won't hurt right?" 'right...' I thought well knowing it won't end with just a few cuts I stepped out of the shower and grabbed my razor
1 for not being able to protect nee-san
2 for losing Mei
3 for letting Sabito die
2 for not making any friends
2 for not saving the demon girl and her family
2 for being fat
3 for not being enough
I repeated the action on my other wrist then wrapped it in bandages. I went to my bedroom to change "Caw! Caw! hasira meeting in 15 minutes!!" as I finished changing my crow came in "Alright Kanz I'm going now" and with that I left to the meeting I was curious who the new hashira was apparently it's a girl and a student of Rengoku. He said something about a new breathing techinque 'meh whatever I'll find out soon anyw(g)ays'.
280 words without the note
I'm so fucking sorry it's so short but it's made on impact it almost half past midnight I made this decision since I couldn't sleep from the heat
I'm from poland and the heat is unbearble this summer I couldn't sleep for an hour before i've written this I even got mself a water with ice have a nice whatever byeee love u
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Giyuu angst
Fanfiction"nee san where is mommy and daddy" "they are high up in the sky happy together" "then Mei is with them right?!" "WHAT- yes of course sweetie hahha"
