Rainy day

Tears

"Nope. Im not..", i felt like my jaws dropped. I just can't. Before when i was a kid, she said my father already dead and now he is coming back.

"Why are you lying to me...", I look straight into mom's eyes. She is tearing up. I feel guilty then i hug her. 

"Im sorry mom.. I didn't mean it....", i said. I feel she is sobbing. 'Ugh.. what have i done..' 

"No its okay..I will tell you the truth...", she said then she dragged me to the couch. Both of us sit on the couch together. I look at her face. There are fear in her brown eyes. 

"Okay, now tell me..", i asked her. She just nodded.

"Actually when you were still a baby...I decided to take you away from him.. He is an alcoholic,smoker,gambler... He always asked me for money.. If i don't gave the money.. He will hit me.. He hit me until i felt like dying..I regretted for marrying him....After i ran away i wished he will never come back.. But, he found me......tsk..tsk...", she start crying again. I put my arm around her. I kissed her forehead. After she stopped crying, I send her to her room. I wished her good night and i went to my room.

I jump on my bunk bed and the i lied down. I stared the ceiling. 

I never knew my father still alive. Even thought I already knew it just now, it's not a good news. Im just worried about my mom. My dearly mom. If he come to hurt mom. I rubbed my hair. I can't leave my mom alone. After i have thinking a lot i fell asleep.

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I woke up when I heard my alarm ringing. I HATE that alarm. I put off my alarm then I go shower.

"Good Morning Dae~!", I smiled as i heard she said that. I went beside her and kiss her cheek. She smiled and pinch my cheek. I poked her nose then i drink a cup of coffee. I always tease my mom like my girlfriend. I love her so much. She is my only relatives. 

"Mom...Are you going to work today?", I asked her. She look at me while smiling. She know i am worried about her safety. She nods. I sighed. 

"Ayy..Dae...don't worry.. Im going to be fine...", she smiled. I feel a little uneasy. Mom always smiling. Is she nutz or something? I don't know. I glanced my purple ICE watch. 

"8.30 already! Mom Im going!", I waved at her before i close the front door. 

Like usual. I walk with my headphone on. I walk along the streets. Then I arrived in front my workplace. I just work at a shop that sell music instrument. 

"Yo Yoon..Ssup?", I greeted my friend. He raised an eyebrow while looking at me.

"Nothin' much..", he replied. I smirked then I went to a drum set. I always dreaming having a drum set. I sit on the chair and start playing drums. I played "fantastic baby". Seungyoon come near and just watching me playing drums while smiling. 

"Wow, Fantastic baby.." I said. Then i started playing the corus. 

"Papp papp papp...", Seungyoon is clapping like a seal while saying good to me. I chuckled. He is so funny to be very honest.

"Thanks bro.. but stop clapping please..you look stupid.", i tease him. His smile disappear. I know he is mad. He stared at me like he is going to kill me.

"Oh please dude.. Im just kidding...", i said. Then i laughed. He punched my stomach but not very hard. 

"You jerk! Let me GO!!!", I knew that voice. I keep eavesdropping. 

"I just want money...",

"I dont have any money!!!",

"Give me money or i'll kill you!", i saw that man i holding a knife and i saw........MOM!

I rushed outside and run towards my mom but im too late. That man stab her stomach a few time until she collapse. I pushed that man away and he run away. I hold my mom. I softly slap her face.

"Mom!!!MOM!!!!!", I shouted until people surrounding us. I cried. I can't hold my tears. That's why mom is weird today. Then i saw a girl that i helped before. She come near and hugged me. I just cried. But then i feel weak, i heard mom said something before I collapse.

"I love you so much....dear dae..my only son...", then everything is black. I collapsed.

#Im sorry if the story is a little bit dragged away.. *Bow 90 degrees *