Rainy day

Hopes

"Where am i..", I mumbled. I saw everything is white. I saw someone but my vision still blurry. But then after a few second my vision is clearer. I saw Seungyoon is looking at me. Beside him there is that girl. But then i realised . My mom is gone. I cried again. I feel there is no point to live. Seungyoon put his arm on my shoulder. I hold his hand while saying thanks. I glanced at the girl she is smiling. 

"Yoon.. Where is my mom?", I asked him. He look at me with a worried face. I just moving my head to left and right as "Its okay".

"She is in the mortuary..", I just nod.

"Can I see her for the last time? ", Seungyoon face shows he won't let it. "please.", he nods.

I was pushed towards my mom corpse. I move the cloth that has been used to cover her face. I look at her eyes, Nose, Cheek. I still can't let her go. Who will i tease in the morning? Who is going to make my favourite coffee?Who is going to make me pissed of? Who ? WHO?! I groaned and placed my face on my mom's chest. My tears are falling like waterfall and i don't know how to stop. The girl hugged me from behind. I closed my eyes.

"Don't worry..Im here for you...", she whispered. I smiled with tears. 

"Yoon.. bring me to my room..", I ask him and he did without words.

Three months later. Even thought i still can't forgot my mom, Im living happily with seungyoon. He's my best buddy till i die! 

"Dae..What are you looking at?", suddenly an aunt voice greeted me. Its reminds me of my late mom. My eyes is tearing. I look at where the voice came from. Its seungyoon's mom. I wipes my tears with my hand and turn my head looking at her. 

" hehe.. just looking into the sky..aunty..", i feel she pat my shoulder.

"Ya.. didn't i asked you to call me mom?", she said while smiling.

"I want to do so.. but...", I can't continue. She combed my hair with her finger. She remind me to my late mom. I move a little to avoid her comb my hair. She a little startled but i just smiled at her. Then i bowed to her before i went upstairs to my room. I lie down on my bed with my hand as pillow. I miss her so bad. But i should move on.

I want to start working again. Its already 3 month and i haven't come to the shop. I enter the shop and i saw seungyoon at his usual place.
"Yo dae..why are you here? Didn't i told you to stay home?", i raised an eyebrow while looking at him. Confused.

"Is there any problem i come here??", i asked. He just smirks like a fucking mad person.

"Stop being creepy pabo...", i said before i punch his arm. I laughed. 'Seungyoon,seungyoon..im sorry you must be my victim..after i lost one before,...', my heart whispers. My eyes feel warm. Ugh, almost cry. Seungyoon slap my arm. I know he want to cherish the moment. I just smiled and went outside.
   I walk a little bit to see the 'incident' place. It hurts me a lot. My mind kept replaying the tragedy. But then i saw a girl is standing there waving at me. I turn my head look at the back but there is no one, so it must me. I waved back and she call me to come nearer. I just walk towards her.

"Hello oppa! Do you remember me?", she said. Then she smiled showing her teeth. I nodded.

"I know you are still sad.. but can i be your happiness? Im not replacing your mom.. but i want to make you happy. I can't stand looking at your sad face... i-i..-",

"But why?", i cut her off. Weird i never knew who is this girl. I just met her a few times before.

"Because... i always see you laughing.. make people laughing.. i love your smile..its just make me feel happy.. i want to see your smile.. i want to be your shoulder,your ears to listen all of your problems.. can i?", i looked at her. Is she really a girl? She talk like an adult.

"Before that how old are you?", i asked. She smiled. I feel something in my heart. She should stop smiling i think.

"Im 15...", i smiled. No wonder. But she has a young face. She look like 12. I didn't realise i was staring at her.

"Dont look at me like that..", she pushed away face. When i look at her, she is blushing. She is cute when blushing. I feel my heart beat is not like usual. This time my heart beat faster and its weird.

"Ayee.. you're blushing.. hahahhahahaha..", i laughed loudly while pointing at her face. Then she start pouting. I poked her nose then i run to the shop. I saw she is looking for me,so i choose to hide under the counter table.

"Oppa... where are youuu..", i heard her voice near me. When i look up she's already there. I chuckled loudly. She is dragging me away from the counter table. Seungyoon who's just back from the toilet giving us a weird look.

"Seungyoon! Help! Hahahahha this girl is dragging me away..!", i shouted while pulling seungyoon'a arm. I laughed so much today until i forgot my sadness. New hope is shining and i ... fall in love..