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If it weren't for the kind of pain I've experienced before, I wouldn't be able to stand here properly, no matter how strong I am.

Thump, pound, pound.

Because I even have hallucinations where my vision seems to split into several branches every time my heart beats.

"... ... brother?"

Shin Yu-ha tilted her head as she faced me, frozen in place, and I took a deep breath slowly so as not to show my presence.

Then, he naturally raised his eyebrows.

"I felt a chill for a moment."

"The wind is cold, so I went outside for no reason... ... ."

"I was the one who asked you to go out. What are you talking about?"

I cleared my voice and made an 'ah' sound.

"I have to stop by for a moment."

"... ... ! Ah, that person we exchanged contact information about last time... ... ."

"okay."

I, who had lied so naturally, just turned my back.

"It's cold, so go in first."

* * *

I opened the door to the empty waiting room as soon as I could and entered, sliding down to the floor.

Then he clutched his chest.

"......ah."

It was difficult to even breathe due to the overwhelming pain.

I just realized this, but this pain doesn't go away with time.

Rather, it becomes more bloated as time passes.

The pain was so great that it was incomparable to when it hit my body for the first time, so I was able to recognize it right away.

Yesterday was just a signal.

... ... I am getting closer to my original destiny, 'death'.

"haha."

I let out a small laugh.

It wasn't unexpected at all, but it's true that I was instinctively avoiding it.

"Now, I don't think I can take it out or put it in... ...."

My mind began to become clouded by pain that went beyond simple heart pain and felt like my soul would be shattered.

It was even more fucked up because it was my soul's problem and not someone else's trick.

"are you okay."

I muttered quietly, trying to collect my tangled mind.

If you endure just a little longer, it will be worth it.

Because it was the same yesterday.

It's impossible to be sure since there are variables, but at least I had to believe that.

It was the moment when I was about to close my heavy eyelids after repeating it to myself over and over again.

Something sparkled in my vision, which was gradually becoming blurry.

"... ... !"

If I'm not mistaken just now, the purple gemstone on my wrist sparkles a little.

As if asking my permission.

Do you even remember the first and last time we met, you called me out of the blue and put me in an awkward situation?

Still clutching my chest, I exhaled and rolled my eyes to check the time.