Monday April 29,2024
I'm so stupid.
when he viewed my story yesterday, I was thrilled, but now I just feel so pathetic. My family and I had gone out the day before for my cousin's birthday, and while it was a pleasant distraction, it just wasn't quite enough. Moving on is easier said than done.
You never stop haunting me, the way you made me feel was indescribable; it was a love that I couldn't identify, so I took it for granted. It felt like I had finally found a home where I belonged and someone to call my own and that terrified me more than you would ever know.
Love is nothing more than a fantasy told to the lonely men on earth, something to dream and long for. Oh how I wish for it to be something more and perhaps, just maybe, the universe will show me that I'm mistaken this time.
Only time will tell.
Desky_dra
Despite knowing that our relationship wasn't the same as before, we chose to remain in each other's lives after splitting up a while back. We became emotional every time we chatted, acting as though nothing had changed and we were still in a relationship. We were unable to be friends, we couldn't stand to hear the other speak of another person and so we hardly ever did only occasionally when we wanted to know whether each other's feelings had remained the same. We had many misunderstandings, some of which could have been avoided if we had just expressed how we truly felt, but we never did. And so we lived our days in no contact and spent weeks gazing at each other's messages and we just watched the other and longed for one another.
Have you ever been in love?
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My Diary Entries
RandomThe idea came from someone on Wattpad. I 'll use this blog to write my diary entries that I've written in my actual diary . Sorry the chapters are really short.
