To the days after

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Thursday June 13,2024

Dear Diary, I am now officially say that I am the greatest self-sabotager of all time. I always find a way to screw everything up. I mean, seriously every positive thing in my life is somehow ruined by me. He told me "Goodbye" yesterday, he doesn't like saying goodbyes but I think he meant it since he dislikes saying goodbye because it means forever. I won't cave in, manifest, pray, ha I won't even text back, if it's to be it shall.

He's my future, is what I believed to be true, I lived it, I breathed it, he was the one, the one that took my breath away. As much as he made me happy and lifts me up is as much as he knocks me down and shuts the door. And if that door is now closed now and forever more, I'll just have to pick myself up, practice some breathing techniques and walk away.


Desky_dra

Growth is right around the corner from the liquor shop.

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