Boy Or Girl?

Prologue

*Kim P.O.V*
I was sitting in my bedroom doing my homework when my mom entered and said: " Honey, come downstairs, there are guests excited to meet you "
- Sure ma I'm coming. I stepped down of the bed and joined her in the parlor. The room was full of my friends, family and the neighbors. As soon as I put my foot on the last step, they all stood up. My mom came in with a huge cake with candles all around in it and she started singing the " Happy Birthday "song.
- Happy Birthday honey she said kissing my forehead.
- Thanks mom, thanks all of you guys.
After thousands of hugs, a huge feast and a lot of conversations, I went back to my room.
That was my very first " birthday "since I had changed into a girl. In the beginning, mom and I were the only ones aware of it. Until some family members and neighbors started asking questions on the boy that once lived in that house with mom. Before that one of a kind experience, I loved someone. A boy named Jimmy June. He was the love of my life until I caught him cheating on me. With what? A girl. I was so crushed I decided to " die "in a certain way. I buried my life as a boy and I transgendered into a girl. I figured out maybe if I was like that girl Jim cheated on me with, he'd want me back. We changed my room,my birth certificate, my genital device. I was a brand new person. But with time I realized trying to win Jim back was useless. I wanted to love a boy(as a boy or as a girl it didn't matter) with all my heart without being judged. To wear shorts and nail polish. What was so wrong about it? About being free, proud and happy? What if that's who I am really? Because of that I hated people in general. I was only attached to me and to mom. She has always been there for me since Dad passed away. He wouldn't have been happy to learn his son was gay and turned into a girl. I loved two places:my room and the park. From now on I was a woman. I didn't have menstruations and I still had that thing that'll burn in me when I'll see a girl too good for me. Like I'd still bend or pulse. My life turned into something else. I watched girl's asses and wanted to kiss boys. What was happening to me?