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I think a lot. Not about useful things. I just think about my mind.
Have you ever stopped to wonder? Wonder something I can barely describe in words? Probably not because you're probably a normal person. But what even is normal? Typical, usual, average, right? That is the sort of thing I wonder, but it's just the very tip of the iceberg. For starters, I think about being crazy a lot. I can't tell if I'm trying to convince myself if I am crazy or not; I just know that there's something wrong with me. Or is there. Am I just being dramatic? Maybe. But why? To who? I still feel like this when no one is looking. So maybe I'm not pretending. No, that's stupid. You're just being dramatic. But am I though? Is it being dramatic if there's no one to witness it? Maybe I secretly hope to be a fictional character with fans, an audience, kinnies, simps. Oh, to not be real. But what is real? Well, it's real, of course. Yes, but what even is that?
YOU ARE READING
am I insane? Yes. You Aren't. (Ihnmaims AM x Reader)
FanfictionLiterally just me yapping like an insane person lol (it's much deeper than that I promise. pls read 🙏) Btw the plot and style are heavily inspired by 'therefore i, therefore you, therefore we, by bunnybunz' on ao3. If you have ao3, please read it...