Existence and Lonliness

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I always think I'm not lonely because I have lots of friends online and irl they make me happy but....i always have been left with this feeling of loneliness for a long time. Even when I talk to my friends. I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm just here to exist aren't I? Why did I come to earth anyway? For a mission or something? Or did i just got sent here just to just be here and then die. I don't understand at all. I have so many flaws I just feel like I'm an experiment. My autism is a mistake. My adhd is a mistake. My whole life is a mistake I don't understand.

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