My problems and opinions and your own

About me

Okay I thought I better start of this blog type thing I guess with some things about me.

First up is my physical stuff I guess:
I recently just turned 16 so I am still in the awkward teen stage I guess, I am kinda chubby but not over weight I don't think (comment if I should attach a picture but even then I may not haha), so maybe curvy is a better word for it maybe.... I don't know haha um I have what some people call an extreme haircut, it's like an undercut (up top) but the top part is really long, like it comes down to my shoulder when curly and then it goes past it when it's straightened, it's hard to explain haha, I have dark skin but not to dark because I'm half Samoan/Tokolaon and half Australian (my family line is a bit mixed up lol) again it's kinda hard to explain and last but not least my gender.... I AM A GIRL!! Haha but I guess u consider me gender fluid because I don't mind looking like a guyot being called one because sometimes i often do because of my haircut and the clothes I wear.

Second is my mentality/personality/social stuff kinda...:
Umm let's start with my sexuality, I consider myself to be a pansexual which i think is the right term (sorry if I am incorrect) but it's basically where u can like anyone really so like male, female, transgender etc. but for the most part I am attracted to guys a bit more, what else? uh in school I am considered a "outcast" because I don't fit into certain groups or cliques because I have the same interests I guess as many other groups like I'm kinda a jock because I'm into sports but I don't fit completely and I'm kinda a geek because I game and get sorta good grades yet I'm not kinda thing haha yea I don't know but in saying that I don't have any bullying problems (that I know of) and I can hang out with certain people but yea, next up is personality, simply put, I am weird, I don't like being completely 'normal' but I'm not to far out there..... I don't think haha, I don't think I'm the usual type person, I like to put a smile on a persons face and make someone's day that much brighter or help someone out with a problem and give them advice wether they are a friend or not, so if ur reading this and have a problem u don't have someone to talk to about it, inbox or message me about it and I will try and help or give some advice on the subject, I may or may not post some of these topics and advice but u can stay completely anonymous about it and I won't single anyone out and if u want the topics to stay between u and I, I will keep it that way, I won't post any conversation or topic without permission and, unless asked, they will be 100% anonymous, this is half of the reason I decided to make this book/blog thing and as u probably can see I am also anonymous kind of so haha yea I understand if u want to keep it private or nah. Sorry kinda got a bit off track there um back to my personality, I do have a bad side, if someone pisses me off enough, you will probably know because I will most likely rant and when I do that, I can get really mean and bitchy and just be a down right c**t so I am sorry in advance haha also adding onto my bad assedness, I drink as in alcohol, sometimes, not a lot tho, and smoke but again not a lot and sneak out but that happens often, I don't do anything 'bad' really when I go out, I usually go do it with my best friend and we might meet up with some people or we just go for a chill walk I guess nothin real exciting haha

So that's pretty much all for my first... Chapter? Blog? Haha I don't know but this is the end of my first thing, u will probs get to know me throughout this book thingy and hopefully get some advice that u needed or wanted so feel free to inbox me and/or comment on ur thoughts about both the book thingy (U guys should help me come up with a weird name for this) or ur problems that u would like some help with wether u want to get something of ur chest or anything really, NOTHING IS TOO SMALL!! Complain to me about anything and I will try and help thank u guys for reading xx talk to ya soon