Wanting my girl *T.Clarkson*

"I am here for you"

Addison lay in bed and sighed. She knew how she had decided to keep her baby and she knew how it was a lot to get her head around and she knew how it wasn't easy. She knew how Tom was being supportive and she knew how it wasn't easy. She knew how she wanted to try and make it all work. She knew how the situation was and how he was her teacher and she knew how it wasn't easy

Addison knew that she was a student and she knew that having a baby was going to change everything and she wasn't sure that she was ready for it all. All that she knew was that her life was going to change and she didn't know if she was prepared for it

Addison looked to see Beth as she walked into her room and looked to her sister and smiled

"Are you okay?"

"I don't know I am just trying to get my head around it. The fact I am going to have a baby. It's a lot to get my head over" she said as Beth looked to her and smiled

"You are my sister and I love you and I know that it's not easy I do but I already know that you are going to make a great mum"

Addison looked to her sister and smiled. She placed a hand on her bump and sighed. All that she wanted was to be a mum and she wanted to be a good mum and she knew that this was not part of her plan

"I know he is my teacher and yeah we weren't careful I know the trouble he can get because of this I just hope that I can trust him" she said as Beth pulled her into a hug and smiled

"I know it's a lot but it will be okay I promise"

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Addison got to school and walked into toms office as he looked to her and smiled

"Hey how are you" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I'm okay. I'm tired and drained all the throwing up but I al okay. I know that this isn't part of our plan. But I want to have this baby and I want to make it work and I want to be a good mum and I am scared and I know I am asking a lot for you to be there for me and to step up for this baby but I don't know if I can do it alone" she said as he smiled

He stood up and walked over to her as he took her hands in his and smiled

"I know it isn't easy but I am here for you and I dint know how we are going to make it work but we are having a baby together and if you ask me I think that is pretty amazing. This is our baby and somehow we are going to make it work. I am but going to walk away and leave my kid without a dad and leave you I could never" he said as she smiled.

He pulled her to him and kissed her head. Addison knew how scared and how hormonal that she was and she knew that she just wanted everything to be okay

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Addison sat in the common room as she looked to see Rachel as she walked in "hi love are you okay?" Rachel asked as Addison looked to her and smiled

"I'm okay. I'm tired I am trying to get this essay done" she said as Rachel looked to her and smiled

"I know it's not easy I do. I will support you if this is really what you want but you do know that having a baby isn't going to be easy" Rachel said as addison looked to her

"I know it's not easy I do but I am here for you and whatever you decide I will support you but you do know that having a baby will change everything I haven't had it easy with you and your sister but that doesn't mean I don't love you" Rachel said as addison looked to her and nodded

"I know how you haven't had it easy I do but I am not you and yeah it won't be easy but this is my baby and I have thought over it getting rid it would be easy but this is my baby and I want it. I am young and I want this baby and I want it all to be okay. I want do what is best for me and my baby" she said as Rachel looked to her and smiled

Addison knew how none of it was easy and she knew how she just wanted to do what was best for her baby

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Addison sat outside of football as she waited for Beth as Tom walked over to her and smiled

"Are you okay" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I'm okay. I an just trying to get my head around it all" she said as Tom smiled

"I know. I know how it is a lot but I want you to know I am here for you" Tom said as he took a hold of her hand. She looked to him and smiled

Addison knew how their relationship was and how it wasn't easy and she knew how things weren't going to get any easier anytime soon and she knew that she wanted to make it work for her babies sake and how she wanted to give them the best chance.

Addison knew just how things weren't easy. She knew how things were and she knew how she was trying her best but she had no idea just how things were going to change between her and Tom and how he'd having their baby would change everything between but could they manage to make it work?