𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐎 𝐁𝐀𝐃 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

visiting you - 🥀

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TW/ character death
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Jisung dropped the flowers on the stone. He knelt down on the wet grass, letting the mud soak and stain his pants. He let tears fall, and a sob escaped him. He shook his head and looked up at the dark cloud and the drops of rain falling from them.

Minho watched him kneel. 'Don't kneel in the grass, you'll get your pants dirty! Pabo!' he playfully scolded. But he knew Jisung wouldn't hear him.

"You know what, Min?" Jisung said aloud, his voice cracking and his breaths unsteady. "I'm mad."

'Please, jagiya, don't be.'

"I'm angry. And I'm angry at you, and the world, and I'm mad at whatever god is up there," he sobbed.

'I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you.'

"But...I don't want to be mad at you. And I can't stay mad at you, because overall...I'm still in love with you. And I never will stop loving you."

'I love you too. Please remember that."

He sighed and got up, rubbing his face harshly. "God damn you! If you would've just listened to me! It's all my fault, it's my fault, I'm so sorry, Minho, I'm so sorry..."

He broke down crying again, falling back to his knees.

'Baby, I'm so sorry.'

"Jisung?"

His head snapped up. "Min? Min, is that you?"

'I'm gone, honey.'

Chan knelt beside him. "I'm sorry, it's just me."

Jisung looked at him and shook his head. "Sorry, I...I should leave anyway." He got up.

'Please don't.'

"Ji, stop," Chan said, grabbing his wrist. Jisung flinched away from him.

'Jagiya, listen to him.'

"No, I..I shouldn't be here, I should be working-"

"Ji, stop!" Jisung froze and looked at him with tears in his eyes. Chan was crying now too.

'Chan-hyung, please don't cry.'

"What? What am I supposed to do, Chan? He's gone!" Jisung yelled, voice breaking. The two went back and forth.

Minho suddenly got an idea. He took a breath.

'Mareopsi oechineun neoui moksorireul naega deureo julge~'

Jisung froze. "Chan...I hear him."

Chan stared at him sadly, thinking he was imagining things, before hearing it too. "I...I can too."

'Mamsok han kyeoneseo gireul ileo deoneun jichiji anke~'

Jisung smiled and cried harder. "I really hear him! Minho, I hear you!"

'Jagiya, saranghae.' Minho smiled sadly, though no one could see it.

Jisung laughed through his tears. "I love you too."

Chan smiled. "Min, we miss you. I love you, mate."

Minho smiled. 'Take care of him, for me, Chan-hyung.'

Chan laughed sadly and looked down. "I will, Min. I promise."

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