𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐎 𝐁𝐀𝐃 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

therapy - 🧸(🥀)

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TW/ body dysmorphia, self hatred, hate comments
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"Min! I'm home!" Jisung called, locking the door and unlacing his Docs. Minho smiled from the couch, where he was reading and cuddling with Soonie.

"Annyeong jagiya, how was therapy?" he asked, watching Jisung hang up his keys.

"It was...a little tough, but it was okay, I guess," he said, wiping his eyes and sniffling. Minho frowned.

"Oh, jagiya. Wanna talk, sit, cuddle? I can do whatever. And you don't have to tell me about it, it's okay." Jisung smiled and walked toward him, leaving his notebook on the steps.

"I choose D, all of the above," he answered, laying down with his head in Minho's lap. Minho put down his book, and his left hand went straight to Jisung's hair, while Jisung took the other in his. Jisung sighed softly, as Minho carefully scratched his head. Stray tears slipped down his face, into his ears.

"You don't have to talk now, jagiya," Minho whispered comfortingly. Jisung shook his head.

"I want to. Today we talked about my body and how much I hate it." Minho frowned.

"That must have been hard."

"Yeah, it was. She asked where it stemmed from. I said it was all the hate comments, especially recently, with the new concept photos. People always say I look too feminine or skinny, or saying that I am unhealthy," Jisung explained, turning away from Minho to lay on his side. He preferred the sort of anonymity it gave him. Minho rubbed his side.

"I love you no matter what, jagiya, you know that, right?" he asked softly. Jisung nodded and flipped back on his back.

"I love you too, Min." Minho smiled and kissed his hand.

"Anything else?" he asked. Jisung nodded again.

"We talked about you." Minho was slightly taken aback.

"W-Why?" he asked nervously.

"She asked me how you made me feel about the hate comments. I got mad, and I said that you're always the best person to go to when I'm upset, telling me I'm loved, and she realized how it sounded and took it back. She said she just wanted to know how you helped me, if you did. I said of course you did, and she said she was sorry for sounding that way. I said that you always tell me how beautiful I am, and how much I mean to you, and how much you love me. She said that it sounded like I know how loved I am and I said I do, and she asked why I couldn't take that as validation to love myself. I said because, as much as your opinion matters to me, it's one against thousands," Jisung rambled. Minho nodded.

"I get that, I really do. It's really hard to have so many opinions coming at you at once. But do remember, it's not just me saying how perfect you are, it's the other six members and thousands of happy, positive STAYs, and hundreds of HAN stans," he supplied. Jisung smiled.

"Thank Min. For both your input and your understanding." Minho returned the grin.

"Of course. I'll always be here." Jisung sat up and they kissed, Minho attempting to pour all his love into his action, and Jisung received it happily.

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