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Saggistica

personal stuff, about my life, past etc. touchy topics, don't read if this applies, disgusted at mention of SA disgusted at SH mentions doesn't like mentions of suicide and more.

#attention #hey #newrules

wait,what did I do to deserve this?

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by reptarxx

by reptarxx

trigger warbing: this whole thing is about SA..... 😮.

4pm,

bed fort,

alone with my uncle,

suggested, we should play,

"camping."

I was 5,

not knowing anything,

I was told to sit on his lap.

me being 5.

him being 9.

as soon as he started to touch me,

I was so clueless, not knowing it was wrong,

and I thought it was apart of the game...

him doing the same trick for 4. years.

I finally realized it was wrong when my mother caught him.

.....

a week ago.

I felt a hand touch me from behind.

he tried to hug me,

than grabbed my chest.

I didn't even know him.

I thought it was my friend joking.

I didn't realize I was all alone walking by myself.

I didn't really tell anyone, because I got too afraid,

I acted like everything was fine, it really wasn't.