【Quick Wear】Love in Three Thousand (BG)

Chapter 31 - 38 ARC V (END)

  "I'm a bad woman, Zhou Huaijin." When Su Jin said this, her eyes were looking at the smooth floor. The curtains were swaying in the wind, and shadows fell on the floor and also in her eyes.

  When the wide curtains covered Su Jin, Su Jin continued her explanation, "I found that I couldn't really refuse you two. Wandering between the two brothers and having physical relations with both of them, to be honest, I sincerely feel, disgusted."

  "I think I'm disgusting."
  When Su Jin said this, she intuitively felt that the boy standing next to her shook his body. He seemed to reach out his hand to her, and seemed to take it back in an instant.

  "Young people's love is always fervent, as if in your eyes, as long as you live well in the present and grasp the happiness of this moment, it's enough. As for the future, that's not even within the scope of consideration, right?"

  Zhou Huaijin frowned. He found that he couldn't refute. His confidence made him feel that he didn't need to worry about the future, and he could control everything.

  Su Jin's eyes were still on the floor. She didn't look at Zhou Huaijin's reaction, but she roughly guessed it, so she smiled bitterly, "I can believe what you two brothers said, that you like me."

  "But I think that your love is more of an obsession. Oh, maybe I should be more precise, obsessed with my body. What if I agreed to date one of you? Will the other one who was abandoned give up? I often think that in fact, you don't understand what love is. You treat me as a beautiful toy. You fight, share, and are confused by desire and pleasure. You think you like me enough."

  Su Jin repeated in a low voice, "You think."

  After repeating it out loud, she repeated it in her heart, but in the mumbling in her heart, there was another sentence, I thought so too.
  I also thought that you all liked me enough.
  Liked me so much that it made me feel guilty, struggle, and even give birth to dark joy.
  There is no need to start a relationship without a future, a relationship that is destined not to be blessed, and a relationship that is not tolerated by the world.
Su Jin thought like this, constantly thinking, and constantly shackled herself, so that she felt that she really convinced herself to simply define the love between the two teenagers as an obsession with the young and energetic body.

  Zhou Huaijin looked at Su Jin who was immersed in her thoughts, and couldn't tell whether her anger prevailed or her sadness.

  Love is exclusive, this is beyond doubt. If Zhou Huaijin didn't care about his brother's entanglement with his sweetheart, it was impossible, but he couldn't let his brother not pursue the girl he liked, and he couldn't bear to force Su Jin to choose between the two brothers.

  Zhou Huaijin suddenly saw a scene he saw not long ago in his mind. When he came to Su Jin's side, the book she was holding in her hand had a poem printed on the page.

  Gu Cheng's "Avoid"

  You don't want to plant flowers ,
  you say:
  "I don't want to see it
  wither a little bit"
  Yes,
  in order to avoid the end,
  you avoid everything starting.

  After reviewing the entire poem in his mind, Zhou Huaijin thought that he roughly understood Su Jin's mentality. This silly girl thought seriously about her future with herself, and perhaps, with her brother.
  Inner struggle, worldly disapproval, and perhaps opposition from their father.

  Zhou Huaijin hugged Su Jin again in his arms. He patted her back gently and asked her softly, "What do you want to do, Xiaojin? Don't you want both of us?"