Forget to Renew

Chapter 8:To You

Author’s note: This is one of my favorite chapters that I have ever made, I hope you enjoy reading this chapter as you listen to the song on the right side:)

Mia’s POV

Running with my face covered with both of my hands, so many questions but so few answers. My heart is clenching as I run to a place where I hope to find answers. I was going to choose Daniel, what else could go wrong?

I stopped in a place where there is complete loneliness, I am the only one here. It is cold outside and I am lost, I wish my mom is here to erase what I saw.

Everything is perfectly wrong and nothing is right.

The person who loves me should give a reason to fall in love again. I heard footsteps, I squint and looked for a place for me to hide. There is a huge big tree just a couple of steps near me, I run and slowly peeked to see who it is.

It’s Justin standing with eyes looking so deep down at the ground, my face lightened up for I know that he didn’t give up his love.

“Mia, please show yourself. I’m so sorry for what you saw, I just can’t let anyone hurt you.” He coaxed.

Am I going to trust him?

I braced myself and took a deep breath, I showed myself and waited for him to make an action. He swiftly looked me in the eyes and hugged me.

“I am not going to make a move unless you told me so”.

What else should I feel rather than hatred toward myself for choosing the wrong person? “It’s not too late to try again, just say the words and I promise you that I will surrender everything for who you are. A beautiful lady that should had never been played with her emotions”.

There is a sudden adrenaline rush that I feel in my body, making me miss his kiss more than anything. He looked me in the eyes as he tries to reach for me, hoping to give him a chance.

His voice just dropped, “I can’t loose you again Mia”.

I pursed my lips, my heart starting to beat faster. “Kiss me Justin, I need you to kiss me.” I stammered. He slowly tucked my hair behind my ear and cupped my face, I closed my eyes as our lips gradually touch each other.

He kissed me passionately, I slid my fingers in his brown hair as he grabs me closer to him. We never kissed like this so long and passionately before.

I have the privilege to choose who my heart desires and I want to know if my love for Justin is stronger that Daniel, I don’t want to make another mistake.

This is the right time and place, and there is one specific answer.

I opened my eyes and looked deeply at the eyes of Justin and I saw our past before. His sincere love towards me, my endlessly love for him. Everything is genuine, my love for him.

He carried and looked at me, “I want to show you something before you decide. Take your time to choose Mia, whoever you pick Mia I just want you to know that I will always love you”.

My heart just melted when I heard those words, for I now that it is real.

I leaned on his chest and closed my eyes, I imagined my future with him and my future with Daniel. Both are different, with the things that are happening now I know that I am lost.

I will never get hurt by both of them if I don’t love them.

The question that I need to answer is, Who am I in love with? It sounds simple but it is very challenging to answer.