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Alexia's POV
"Mapi!" I say frantically through my phone to her as soon as she answered my call. It's been a couple weeks since the Champions League game and I've sat with my thoughts for a bit. Also y/n and I definitely got closer in training and were always seen together in pictures and before games. Especially before and after our match against Athletico Madrid. I haven't had the chance to talk to Mapi so I could talk to Olga because of how busy our training schedule has been since we are preparing for our next Champions League game.
"What Ale?" Mapi says groaning. Maybe calling at 7 AM wasn't the best idea.
"Can we talk before training?" I ask quietly remembering that y/nn is still asleep.
"What's so important that you need to talk to me before training?" Mapi asks.
"Please Maria... it's about Olga." I say.
"Finally are you leaving that bitch!" She says excitedly.
"Meet me at the cafe." I say hanging up.
I let out a sigh and get dressed for training. I grab my bag and quickly head out the door. I get to the cafe and order my coffee. I sit down and wait for Mapi who I watch trudge in looking a bit sleep deprived.
"It's too early." Mapi says.
"I'm breaking up with Olga!" I blurt out. Mapi smiles making me confused.
"Why are you smiling?" I ask.
"Because Olga is an ASSHOLE." Mapi says.
"She is not!" I say.
"Stop defending her Ale... all she has done recently is hurt you and make you feel awful. Love should make you feel amazing and happy." Mapi says.
"I deserve to be happy right? Like I am enough? Someone else will love me?" I ask Mapi quietly.
"Of course Ale! There is someone out there for you... she might be our teammate and your previous lover. You are most definitely enough and deserve to be happy and feel loved." Mapi says.
"I'll text Olga now that we need to talk... can you do me a favor." I say.
"Yea." Mapi says.
"Keep y/nn busy after training for at least a couple hours... take her to dinner or something. I don't want her to hear Olga and I fight because Olga will blame everything on her." I say.
"Okay I will invite her to dinner with Ingrid and I." Mapi says.
"Now we must go to training or we will be late." I say.
"I need a fucking nap." Mapi says rolling her eyes.

Ale🩷 - can we talk tonight my place
Olga🤍 - ok what time
Ale🩷 - after i'm done training
Olga🤍 - k

*Time skip later in the day after training Alexia is now in her apartment and y/n is out with Mapi and Ingrid*

I'm pacing around my apartment waiting for Olga. Y/n ended up going with Mapi and Ingrid to dinner so at least I have a couple hours.
After ten minutes I hear a knock at my door. I walk up to it and look through the peephole and see Olga. She looks unhappy as always. I open the door and she walks in without greeting me.
"What's so important that we need to talk?" She asks.
"I want to talk about us." I try to say confidently.
"What about us? We're fine." Olga says.
"No." I say quietly.
"No what Alexia." Olga says.
"We aren't fine. We are anything but okay. We are not a happy couple." I say.
"You just think that because that's what all your friends tell you. All they do is try to get you to leave me." Olga says.
"Well they're right." I say.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN! THEY ARE RIGHT! I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG ALEXIA!" Olga yells.
"Calm down. Don't raise your voice at me." I say.
"You're the one saying that I'm causing problems in our relationship when we both know damn well it's you." Olga says.
"You have never treated me nicely or respected me. You're always jealous and everything I do needs to fit your standards. I'm tired of trying to change for you because I am who I am and I deserve to be loved." I say.
"Shut up Alexia. No one will ever love you the way I do and put up with all your bullshit." Olga says.
"I'm done. I can't take this anymore Olga." I say.
"Oh so you're breaking up with me just because your dumbass friends are saying that I'm the problem and I'm the bad guy in this relationship." Olga says.
"I'm breaking up with you because my heart can't take it anymore." I say. "I have to walk away because I need to love myself more. I know now that I deserve love that doesn't hurt and I stayed with you for too long hurting myself along the way. I regret not listening to the voice in my head telling me to walk away."
"Then why didn't you earlier?" She asks.
"Because I loved you and I wanted to be with you despite the cracks in your commitment and the attitude in your answers and the jealousy you had whenever I went out with friends. You made me doubt myself, doubt my worth, doubt everything but I stayed because I thought it would magically get better. It never did and I'm drawing the line here because I cannot live like this anymore Olga." I say.

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