So Long London (y/n x Alexia Putellas)

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y/n's POV
It's been a couple weeks since Ale and Olga broke up. Ale has mostly kept to herself after the first night and I guess she wanted space but I wanted her to know I was there for her and I really do still care about her. But she's distanced herself from me. We don't go to training together... we don't cook breakfast together. Ale doesn't even look at me in training and I think our mutual friends have started to notice.
We just wrapped up our last training session before our next Champions League group stage game. Everyone is in the changing room talking and I'm packing my stuff up as quickly as I can so I can meet up with my agent to apartment hunt. I quickly leave and head straight to my car but I hear someone yelling for me. Actually make that two people.
"Y/n!" I hear and turn around to see both Aitana and Ona walking towards me.
"Hey you two." I say.
"Care for a coffee?" Ona asks.
"Sure but I don't have much time... I'm going apartment hunting." I say.
"You're moving out from Ale's?" Aita asks me shocked.
"Well living there was never permanent and I think she wants her space..." I say.
"Have you talked to her?" Ona asks.
"No she hasn't spoken to me since her break up." I say.
"That dumb bitch." Ona says in Catalan.
I look at her trying not to laugh but I make eye contact with Aita and fail.
"You idiot y/nn speaks Catalan!" Aita says smacking Ona on the arm.
"Joder I forgot!" Ona says making me laugh even harder.
We make it to a nice small cafe and I sit at the table as Aita and Ona order the coffees. They come back with smiles on their faces.
"What are you lot up to?" I ask them as they sit down in front of me handing me a peppermint tea with two sugars.
"Nothing we just want to talk about capi." Ona says.
"What about her?" I ask.
"Everything that has happened after La Masia." Aita says. I reluctantly let out a sigh as I look down at my cup.
"You don't have to." Ona says kindly.
"But you should. It may help you sort out everything going through your head right now." Aita says.
"I mean you both know she cheated on me in La Masia." I say and they both nod.
"After I left she texted and called begging to let me let her explain." I admit. "I eventually caved and did... She told me that she loved me and I stayed silent. Ale got upset I didn't say it back... I was only just turning 16. I didn't know if I was in love she was my first relationship. From that moment we stopped talking completely. I avoided her when we crossed paths on an international and club level which was hard. I could feel her looking at me from afar before and during games. Then I slowly realized that my entire being longed for her touch and presence. I was in love with Ale but it was all too late." I say.
"It's not too late now." I hear Aita muttered under her breath.
"Years passed and I guess the feeling didn't leave. But when Leah and I started talking it diminished. I started to fall in love with Leah. We were the "perfect" Arsenal couple. We had our ups and downs but found our way back to one another. Until Jonas casted me out... I genuinely thought Leah was going to be the person I'd marry. However, the minute Ale opened the apartment door and I saw her face. I felt the feeling again. I knew that I was fucked. After learning about Olga I was crushed... I knew she would've moved on. Ale and I's love was young love but I know now after looking back that she was my soulmate and I still do love her. I stayed with her that first night after her breakup and having her in my arms felt like home. She's avoiding me now and it hurts." I admit.
"Oh y/nn." Ona says.
"Yes Ale has been avoiding you... it's because she needs some sense smacked into her thick skull. Mapi is talking to her now with Jana." Aita says.
"But she doesn't love me anymore." I say.
"You must be blind because Ale has heart eyes whenever she looks at you." Ona says.
"When you're not around she talks about you. She manages to spin everything to say something cute about you or brings up some memory with you and each time she smiles and has this twinkle in her eyes." Aita says.
"She loves you but she's scared you don't love her back." Ona says.
"So you might need to make the first move." Aita says.
"But... what if this is all in our heads and she doesn't like me anymore." I say.
"Joder y/nn when you get back to the apartment ask her on a date. Woman up." Aita says.