Only hope

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I felt so empty without him and without Ivan I still love him..but I love Chester and my baby i just feel stuck with my feelings

It's Been a month sense Chester's passing she's now 8 months and Ivan has been in contact but she's not responding much

I think it's sweet that Ivan has been contacting me but it's been 8 months sense the break up..and I don't know if I can keep In contact with him or anyone it hurts right now so badly hurt

I'm due next month and have no one but my mom but she's too sick.. so I don't expect her to show or anything she's living in a care home so

She got a phone call from her mothers care provider "hello" the lady explained how her mother passed away last night and she dropped her phone

"No-no please no" they lady said I'm sorry for ur loss and hung up and she bursted into tears
Why now I just lost my fiancé and now my mom

She grabbed her phone and texted Ivan to come over and she kept crying and crying and he said he'll come over so she went downstairs

Ivan's pov
She wants me to come over? That's unusual but anything for her I know she's going through a lot and I still love her and it hurts badly

I got there and she opened the door and her makeup was all messed up and tears were running down her face I just hugged her

She shut the door and set down "what's going on Ameila " she just looked at him and bursted into tears "my mom passed " he grabbed her and hugged her "oh Ameila I'm so sorry "

"Everyone is leaving me I'm all alone now" he frowned "your not alone you got me " she sighed "you hate me tho" she smiled "i don't hate you"

She sniffled and laid on his chest "I still love you" she set up and looked down "Ivan..." he had tears forming his eyes "I know.." she looked at him with tears in her eyes "I love you too.."

He grinned and they kissed and she fell asleep