Hearkening

3 - Bully

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It's been 24 days now since that talk with Oliver..I Had some stuff going on my mind..if i make the right decision..I keep hearing stuff about me and Oliver's current status..Saying that we should be a perfect match..Or something like that.. Sometimes people won't shut up no matter what happens...I Always listen...

Pa Knocked on my door as i opened my eyes wide. I stood up and opened the door "What's up, Pa..?" "Someone's at the phone downstairs" Pa said. I don't know who would it be since i have my own phone but.. My dad always like the traditional phone instead of the modern one..But i can't blame my dad about it, He doesn't know how to use a modern phone himself even when me and Pa teached him to use it...I head downstairs to see my dad in a call with someone.."oh! Kaeden" Dad saw me as he gave the phone to me. Taking the phone and answered "Hello?" "Bonjour!" I recognized the voice on the phone..An old friend of mine, Fleur

"Oh..! Hello fleur, It had been a while since we talk to each other.." I said as i smiled behind the phone, It has been 2 years since we've talked. She was a friend of mine since 3rd grade, We talked for hours and so. About like, When is she going to get out of the hospital, When will she visit HNHS, Etc.
She was the most nicest person i have ever met in middle school..she never had friends except me, I was her only friend. I want to send her a little gift but i don't know what to give her "Oh..? You have to go now..? Mmh..Okay, We'll talk again au revoir!" Fleurs said as she hangs up...i did properly say goodbye to her yet but i guess she knows whenever i paused for 10 minutes...I feel a guilty for leaving her hanging like that...

"Are you finished, Kae?" Dad asked while he was cleaning up the plates "..Yeah...it's good now.." I siad while putting back the phone in the holder. Dad gave me a plate of food for me to eat..It's his favorite meal that i also enjoy, It's a turkey wrapped Asparagus, A side of Carrots and peas, Mashed potatoes and a side of fried rice...it's his usual..."dad..Im..not hungry" i siad as i was pulling the plate away a bit..But that didn't stop him "Kaeden...Ive seen that you haven't been..eating even once..Only on rare occasions you do..It's starting to worry me alot..." Dad said while he pushed the plate back to me as i looked at it...as a matter of fact...He's right...But im scared of eating from this portion to the point that i can't stand it anymore and ate it all. "Please is Kae.." Dad said. It's so difficult to even try..My hands were shaking as i take the spork next to the plate. Scooped the mashed potatoes. As i was shaking more in fear of eating it..i was..Scared...i slowly then ate the mashed potatoes. Its a very seasoned dish..Dad really had to eyeball every ingredients to every dish he makes..
I manage to swallow it..My dad was so happy that i was eating again. He then gave me a refreshing cup of lemon iced tea. I slowly take it while eating more of the dish.

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3:04
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Later at midnight, i woke up and got up from my to use the toilet. Taking some time in there..I then used a scale that was under the sink. I then used and had 19..i still can't believe it but...I don't want to feel guilty about it. My dad is just trying to help me and not die from starvation..My life has been like hell for months but i think ill try eating again...

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Wednesday, 7:12 Pm
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We were at kelly's house...
I was playing chess with heather..I was almost winning until she made a move to flip the chess board over...We were laughing and cleaning up the pieces..Kelly came it with a delicious frsshly looking apple pie "Kae! Try this new apple pue i baked" akelly said with joy as she gave me a hot steaming fresh apple pie. I slowly ate it while my hands are shaking "oh! This is so delicious kelly..!" I siad as i was it a more. "I thought you would pass cause you never eat my desserts that i made..! I thought you dislike my sweets.." Kelly siad as she sat down..as she was saying facts about me. i never eat her homemade desserts...I missed out on every sweets kelly makes..