Hearkening

2 - Crush?

2 Months..

At this Point..I kept thinking about the letter instead of sleeping...I don't know what i feel about the confession...Everyone in that school doesn't attract me or having a crush on them..I took a long nap..Until i head knocking at the front door..Looking outside the window front door, I see dad and pa there waiting for me to unlock the door from the inside..and so i did..Pa was carrying alot of stuff as well..So i improvised to help him out with the stuff that were at the door...Mostly they take the bus, i walk to school with my friends or by myself...like the coward i am..."So how was school Kaeden?" Dad asked while putting things on my Pa's Duck Collection that use to be storage for Dad's Swords "It..Fine i guess dad.." i siad while rubbing my orbs..

Dad opened the Food cover, Seeing the breakfast he made for me..I did finish it and just took few bites of the food "Kaeden?" "Hm..?" I turned to dad "you..Barely eaten your breakfast i made, why didn't you eat all of it?" He ask while taking the Food out of the food cover and putting it in a non stick pan with a bit of butter "im..Not that hungry that morning, Dad..I was..Just in a rush" i lied to him to excuse to just eating less since i was scared of Having to be looking at my own appearance..One time i begged my pa to
Paint my Wardrobe Mirror purple since i didn't want to look at myself anymore like i use to be...I just looked disgusting whenever i look at myself...

Before heading to bed, there was alot of messages popping up alot on my phone, Messages from My friends at my school and friends that moved to another school that often hangout with us during the end of school hours, Me,Morana and kelly stayed behind on Hondaline National High school. Heather,Victor and Cassandra Moved to Bersekavin Higgs High school

"Guys, Were should we go to our next hangout?? :0" Kelly type, Heather Typed back with a blunt tone to the text she sent "Somewhere, idk. As long as victor is there" she wrote. Victor is Heather's partner..A Trans man that was really opened about his sexuality to everyone, including his parents.."Victor will be there of course, Hetty. Isn't t he our friend too?" I typed "i heard there's gonna be a theme park that's gonna be opening tomorrow this week, You guys wanna go there?" Cassandra Suggested and we agree to be there

I was early at school the next day..i just feel insecure about everyone..This time having my Soundproofing headphones with me..until Kelly saw me walking "Kae!" She yelled as Morana noticed "Ducky i forgot to give you this!" I siad giving me a well wrapped present..Smells like it's from Japan as well.. "Ill open this later at home.." i said putting it on my locker "Oh And Oliver is at the music room! You should say what you decide on that letter he set—" "Kelly I..Don't think i feel the same for him"

Kelly was surprised about my answer, Morana too "Wha- What do you mean?? This is your big chance though since you keep saying that you wanted a boyfriend!" She said and looked really confused and upset about it..She was right about that but somehow i never saw anyone that is attractive "I..changed my mind about that kelly..i don't know how to say that infront of him..i don't want to hurt him..!" I said while looking nervous "Maybe you should say this to him when you have any chance to go talk to him about it" kelly suggested and i nodded "It won't be easy for you but it's going to be worth it to talk about how you feel about him" morana said and i nodded and smiled a bit

"Oh! Also Heather is gonna pick us up later with the others, what are you guys wearing later???" Kelly asked as me and morana looked at each other "Well, i don't have much clothes to wear..I guess i can buy more casual clothes than just a Sweater and black pants" I said "and..I have too much leather Jackets..I want something more breathable and comfortable" morana said while scratching her head "ohh! I have a perfect Dress for later!!" "is it that mango dress you bought?" Monana asked and kelly mischievously smiled "mmmmm..nooo?" Morana looked suspiciously at her "Don't like you Little shit" Morana said tickling Kelly and laughing loudly