Adwait

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“ She is sitting right beside me ! My goodness we are sitting together ". Something within me shouted.
“ She gave me a high-five just a moment ago ".
“ Oh damn . Am i stammering ? I'm so nervous . Goddddd  ".
“Am i blushing ? Did she notice it ? "
“ Why is she smiling ? Does she think I'm stupid ".

I was too lost in my thoughts and her to start a conversation . There have been very few incidents where we met face to face one of it when we playing a match against another team and won when i knocked three consecutive runners . She came running towards me extremely happy and gave a proud patt on my shoulder and although i made my team win but lost my heart to her not for the first but infini'th time.

We just sat quietly. I only raised my eyes a time or two when I heard her giggling on some joke that Riya cracked . She seemed happy but the spark ,the energy and the aura, she carries she was lacking it. She was right beside me , the closest we have ever been .
As she tucked a strand of her hair smoother then any silk ever was , the demons inside me flared . Her cheeks were begging my attention and when she laughed she was unaware how ruthlessly she was envading my heart.
I love how authentic she is .... without a tint of deception in her soul

When i met her gaze i steeled myself against those seductive eyes but it feels wrong to call them just eyes , pools either but a vast Ocean I was lost in . I wanna drown but it feel wrong, she loves another and has another to love her .
She is complete. She doesn't need me . Even if she does , there are a lot better boys out there and who doesn't want her ? The most popular girl she is not just in the campus but outside too ...
You've no chance Adwait , she will never be yours . NEVER.

“ Hey , lost somewhere ? " She called me in her bossy tone and i fell in love with her infini'th+1 time
“No was just solving a sum ". I said
“ In your brain ? "
I arched an eyebrow sceptically “ Do you solve them in your heart ?"
“ Hey ........ I didn't mean that ." pointing a finger towards me she said in an argumental way.
She didn't argue but rolled her eyes sassily. My heart skipped several beats and was about to die when the bell rang.
I saw her leave in the clumsiest way one could and slipped out a soft chuckle .
She walks like a little penguin 🐧 and yet so elite .

Nothing felt more felt more wrecking than watch her leave .
                                    “ BUT BECAUSE SHE WAS THE STAR I COULD ONLY SEE FROM AFAR, I HAD TO CALM THE WILDEST THUNDER WHICH WAS  DESTROYING MY HEART ."

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