The nursery nurse

Wintumn

Tw: mentions of pregnancy loss. 

This book will also have a different style of writing from what I normally write like, no POV style.
I will also list a playlist of the songs I listened to whilst writing.
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Winter got home from work as he saw Autumn sitting on the couch, he took off his jacket and shoes and sat next to her. She hadnt worn her half up and down in a few days. It had been two days since they lost their baby. She looked at him with her empty tired eyes, she hadn't been sleeping much, he wanted to say so much to her but his mouth just couldnt blurr out the words. Instead he just gave her a understanding nod. Autumn wasnt one to share her emotions, so the fact it was so noticable she had been crying shattered his heart, all he wanted for her was a happy moment of peace like she deserved in his eyes. She wasn't born as heartless everyone painted her as, so many people saw her as the heartless woman in the office. Winter sighed softly as he looked at her sitting her legs criss crossed, she put her head on his shoulder. Wich surprised him, she has only accepted a hug from her brother these past days. He put his arm around her as he rested his head on hers, she couldnt help but tear up. "I.. i'm sorry" blurted from her lips. He felt his heart drop as he turned to Autumn who had tears rolling down her face, he offered his arms open for a hug wich she fell into within a heartbeat. Obviously they had hugged before but not often, this one was the second after they had lost their baby. Winter held her so tight he was scared he was squishing her at moments, she dug her nails into the fabric of his sweater as she just cried. Autumn was the last to cry she would always just, shrug or brush it off. Despite the reasoning of the hug Winter felt so touched y the face he could bring her this level of comfort. Autumn was a victim of an abusive household growing up, she had never discussed it much with winter but he definetly saw the traits it left behind in her behaviour. Sneaking around at night for something as small as a glass of water, flinching when he raised his arm quickly, apologizing for breaking something in their house. Despite the strong woman she was at work, she definitely was such a sweet, loving soul on the inside. Once Autumn loosened her grip Winter also pulled back a bit. The eyes that where empty before where now filled with fear and unsureness, he taught for a moment before speaking. "hiding the pain will not safe you from breaking my sweet, don't feel like you have to do this on your own. I will always be here" her heart started aching slightly as she nodded wiping her tears, there was no one like him. He is the man she will always want next to her side. 

Once Autumn had calmed down again she looked at winter "Movie?" She asked him. He turned to her with a smile and nodded, they turned on a horror as she cuddled up to him. He felt his heart leap with joy to have his love so close to him.

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Song list:

Heavy- Alessandra Mele
Born without a heart- Faouzia