Torturer To Remedy (Short Story)

Restoration |Chapter 19|

A/N: Oh what the heck? *shrugs* You can have this one too lol.

{Jill Scott~ He Loves Me}

Two Months Later...

FAITH'S POV🦋

Sis...

SIS...

I'm out of breath...

I'm hot. My feet are swollen. I got back pains...I've never had back pains...

I cry...OFTEN. My mood swings are out of this world...I feel like I'm going crazy. All I wanna do is eat and sleep...but I can't. I can't sleep, despite my humongous pregnancy pillow...Pebbles be kicking the shit out of me. Pebbles is the nickname I gave the baby since he didn't have a name yet and I was tired of referring to him in second person. I don't know what he thinks nighttime is but it feels like he be doing acrobatics in my uterus—OH MY GOD, MY UTERUS!

This baby has to be sitting on my bladder because I go to the bathroom every five minutes. He's big and he's heavy and he's active.

And I have heartburn! HEARTBURN!

My boobs have grown considerably and let's not even mention below my nonexistent waist anymore. My hips had spread and my ass blew up overnight.

And you wanna know the worst part?

I'm HORNY!

Like, it's raging and I don't know what to do about it.

It all started when I began to read this book. I'd finished Ines and Emrys book over a month ago, but then I started reading this novel that Savene had gotten me as a parting gift, not knowing—IT'S EROTICA!

Now it had me craving things I knew nothing about. Thank you Savene! Thank you!

I'm so frustrated.

I don't know what to do.

I thought about masturbating but I've never done it before. How do I even know what to do to get an orgasm?

I think that my sexual frustration was making me very irritable and I feel sorry for Daddy because he had to deal with me all evening and all night when he comes home from work and I know he's tired and had a long day and it just makes me feel bad.

He'd purchased another auto shop soon after we got settled into our new home. He simply had a love for cars, but he didn't work there full time anymore because he was also the owner of a trucking company. He had some other things going on as well but he wouldn't spare me the details.

I'd started online classes, they weren't too bad. I kept to myself mostly unless I had to participate in a group discussion but I wasn't in any private group chats or anything like that. I'd submit majority of my assignments early but those that I procrastinate about, I made sure to get them in before 11:59pm and also to complete my class discussions posting my own answer as well as two separate comments underneath two separate classmate's answers which I think is pointless because most of them are just saying that they agree.

Gen had also begun preschool.

That day was so traumatic for me.

Once Gen realized that I would be leaving her at the school, my baby started screaming and hollering. She turned all red in the face as she was crying and she made me cry. I ended up taking her back to the car, and we sat there for a while and talked it out. I was trying to ease her mind about parting from me and going to make some friends. I told her about all the fun things that they could do together and I also had to explain that going to school wasn't a punishment but it was only so she could learn. I explained the importance of getting an education to her and that I wasn't just dropping her off and abandoning her. That I was going to come back to pick her up in the afternoon and we were going to go get ice cream and talk all about her day at school.