Unexpected

Chapter 17

This morning I had to ride to school with Justin and Johnson I think that's his name. He said he's not dumb enough to let me do that again. That didn't stop me, I did what I wanted inside the girls bathroom. This schools security is horrible, you could get away with just about anything if a teacher isn't present. All the people that are suppose to roam the halls and make sure the kids stay in class, sit in the lounge. They eat, talk on the phone and about us students.

Stuffing everything back into my bag, I step out of the bathroom stall. Walking up to the sink, I look into the mirror above it. I look high as shit, but if I put on my glasses that'll take away some of the attention from my eyes. I slide on my glasses and smile, I look like a nerd. Even though I am one.

I step out the bathroom as soon as the bell ring, releasing students to go to their next class. I didn't roam the halls like I usually do, I went straight to my forensic science class and laid my head on my desk. Mr. Milligan usually ignore the ones who come straight to class and I'm definitely not in the mood or in my right mind to be asked questions.

As everyone took their seats around the class, he passed out our quizzes from last week. I had expected to fail but I passed with a 89%. I was proud of myself, because I hadn't studied for that quiz.

"So class, today we're going to be working on the history of fingerprinting. So if you could grab your textbooks that'd be great and let's get started!" Mr. Milligan was such a happy person and today it annoyed me. Like his voice is so deep yet today it's squeaky. It made me want to vomit.

The entire class period I had to constantly stop doing my notes and things to take deep breaths because I felt so sick. It's such a nice thing that this is my last class of the day. I felt a stare on me so I looked up and seen Jess. She was looking at me with concern but quickly looked away as I looked at her. Knowing her after class, she's going to try to get me to go somewhere with her and ask me some many questions. I can't do it.

At that moment the bell rung. Everyone sprung up from their seats rushing out the classroom, since its Friday I understand. I took my bag with me to class so I wouldn't have to see Justin. I didn't want to go to his house just so we could yell at each other all day. Stepping outside I bring my hand over my forehead to block out the sunlight. Does the sun really have to shine that fucking bright? I heard her squeaky voice and groaned. Faking a small smile I turned to face Jessica.

"Hey, are you okay. Didn't look to well?" She stepped a bit closer which resulted in me stepping back. I need my personal space.

"I'm good, just a headache" I lied, giving a reassuring smile.

"Okay, well do you want to come to-"

"No thanks, I have homework and I'm not feeling well" I lied again, waving her suggestion off.

"O-okay, next time then?" . I nodded walking away before Justin found his way to me. I don't know how but he always know where I am.

After walking for 15 minutes, I finally made it to the studio. I went into the bathroom to change from my jeans and shirt to more comfortable clothing. I toss my bag to the side and hook up my phone. I recognized the beat to Get ugly and did the choreography I came up with.

Just like many others, dancing is an escape. It helps me get rid of the anger and aggression I hold in. It also helps express myself. I don't know why i didn't do this sooner. Probably because I was in serious pain and couldn't move my body as much.