Forever

2.

So Zoe had spent the weekend with me. Shane came home before my mom did. I was scared, devastated, even a little suspicious because she never wanted to leave us with him alone so he wouldn't have too much on his hands. It was only a night so it didn't bug me as much as it was going to bug Kloe. I knew Shane wasn't going to try anything as long as Kalvin was here. 

When I asked Shane why my mom wasn't home he simply said "she wanted some time alone and you need to respect that before I give you another lesson".

I knew what a lesson was in his dictionary and sadly so did my 8 year old sister. Like honestly what time of person has the guts to that this to little girls. I just wanted him dead. Out of my life completely but I knew losing him would mean losing my mom too. 

After my dad left us a few of years ago my mom broke. She didn't eat, didn't feed us, she didn't even pay the rent which led to us living on the street for a while in the beat up truck. Me, my brother, my mother, my sister. It was life at it's worst. 

Then one day while my mom was shop lifting to get us food since she lost her job and as a result, no money. Anyway, one day while she was shoplifting she got caught and was arrested and me and my sibling had to go down to the jail with her. We weren't in with her but we had to wait for C.P.S (Child Protective Services) to come and get us. I knew this meant we were going to be separated unless they can find someone to take all of us.

This is where Shane comes in. A cop offered to take us in until they could find us a permanent home without having to separate us. You just cant separate a 5 year old from the only people she has left and expect her to turn out all right. So Shane took us in for about a week then posted bail for my mom. He told her that he could keep us and even her until she gets back on her feet. About 6 months later they got married. 

A few months after the wedding the lessons started. At first it was just him kissing my neck but then quickly escalated. I wouldn't do a dish, lesson time. I would leave a shoe laying around the house, lesson time. I would forget to take the trash out, lesson time. Any little thing i did wrong led to lesson time. It felt like i had more lesson time with Shane than I did at school. 

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Its been a week since my mom left for the trip and never came back. I was worried that she might never come back.

Zoe~ Is ur mom home yet?

Me~ No. havent hurd from her since she left, im getting scared. 

Zoe~ Dont get in over ur head, im sure she is fine

Me~ i sure hope so, i cant live with Shane

Zoe~ 4 ur sake i hope u dont have 2

Me~ thx Z, i need to sleep take care. Gudnite. luv u

Zoe~ luv u 2

So another short chapter, im sorry I promise they will get longer as the Climax builds up. I hope you enjoy anyway. 

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-Telle

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