how deep can it get

CHAPTER NINE

connor pov mr.whitte

last day of school grad

" i've been texting her every single day and nothing i quit my job so she wouldn't have to see me everyday and risk her education skipping my class

this is the last day of school i want to see her i feel like shit about how i handle it i want to feel her and hold her and tell her how pretty she is but fuck i know its for the best that i don't

on the phone with my mom

" connor what happen you never call this late "

"mom i think i messed up the best thing that happen to me in my life i let her go mom" i started crying

"oh my poor baby what happen " \

" i met this girl though my job and had to break it off because of how i was affecting her badly but now i feel like shit because i want her back so bad mom " tears flowed out my eyes

" my son do whatever you think is right for you only you know what if good for you and what is good for that girl do you want me to come visit you "

"no mom i'm good thank you i just need someone to talk to i don't know what to do i love her so much mom and this could be the last time i see her before she takes another job and leave me for the rest of my life "

" it's fine son just do what you think is best ok i love you with my whole heart "

" love you to mom bye "

hanging up the phone i need to think this over before i do anything

kasper pov

getting ready for graduation was so fun i got back together with max lovin and sunny we all got ready together when we got ready we were talking about what we were doing after school like school and job wise and i'm thinking about becoming a lawyer or and actor so i'm going to school for law and talking acting classes

i haven't gotten connor out my mind it's so recent that i still cry over him but im slowly getting over him and i'm glad that i am closing that chapter of my life

" kasper you hair looks so fucking good " sunny said " bro your dose to half up half down eats hard"

the boys where on there phone doing something i didn't mind i just has to hurry with my make up we have like 1 hour till we had to go walk that stage and get our diplomas

30 mins later " y'all ready to go " my mom said " yea" we said

there at graduation " i cant believe where doing this " lovin said " yea i cant belive your graduating " max said " they playfully stared fighing " kasper are you ok you look a little sad " sunny said " im find just scared to walk up there" i lied " girl you got this fuck them hoes up with all you been through this year alone proves that "

back story lilly tried to sleep with connor while we was together and she got suspended then dj the nose bust story tried to rape me in the girls bathroom but max saved me he got sent to jail for 1 year like nigga need more than a year i had a pregnant scare 3 time yea like a dumb bitch

my grades drop like crazy and my friend not being super close to me but after me and connor broke up all that changed i got my groove back no thanks to him

"kasper cherry " the announcement called

walking in front of the school of 1000 was nerve wracking but cool shaking hand with the staff i couldn't wait to start my new life

5 years later

i got my law degree i ended up not taking acting because law school was too much and with acting it was to much i haven't talked to sunny lovin or max after we left to go to collages but ive got new friend and there so fucking cool

my mom was put on life support for cancer i see her every day now that i'm back in town now in then i see old classmates but almost everyone left this town

"hey mom i'm going to work ok " i said she hasn't been in a coma for weeks but i like to think she hears me

going to work in my brand new car was so cool to me heading out of town going into the city

i tryed to put my spotifi play list on only looking away for 2 sconds as i look up i hit a car " FUCK "

getting out to check to see if there ok they beat me to it " WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU DOING HOW COU-" as soon as i got out they stoped talking i looked up to see who it was and oh my mother of jesus it was connor he looked like he had been living a life of non socializing with his rugget beard dark under eyes and un kept hair " connor " i asked he nonded " ka-kasper i thought i would never see you again