PAINFUL LOVE

18. ⊙ SCARS

"Why are you leaving me Appa... You are leaving your son too" sobbed a pink haired boy, his forehead covered with a bandage, his eyes and nose are pink as he held his appa's hand tightly who is was lying lifeless on the hospital bed, not able to hear his son painful pleads.

"You know I love you appa... I love you so much.. I love you.. I will kill myself... please wake up for your son appa... please" he begged again, shaking his appa's shoulders, crying as if everything was breaking, hiccups coming out of his mouth as he rested his head on his father's chest and started crying bitterly.

"Jungkook left me... taehyung left me too... and now you're leaving me too appa.." he sobbed, burying his face in his father's chest until the heart rate monitor and the line of heartbeat straightened out, causing out sound and Jimin to cry loudly.

His only hope of living his life also left him, on the same day his dearest people left him, his lover, his soulmate and now his beloved appa, the pain he has in his heart at that moment is like a heart attack, It is becoming difficult for him to breath like something stopping his breath.

Sweat is running down from his forehead because he is having the same nightmare again, his eyes are closed tightly because he can feel the same pain that he felt that time, his chest is moving up and down as his breathing unevenly, his grip tightened against the bedsheet as he screamed.

Hearing the scream, jungkook was the first one to open the door, his eyes went to the bed where he left Jimin and here Jimin is in the same place, all drenched in sweat, shaking his head and eyes closed tightly, his knuckles are turning white from how tightly he is holding the bedsheet.

Before he could understand what was happening, eunwoo entered the room with Jennie, eunwoo went to Jimin, he placed his hand on jimin's chest as he felt that the heartbeat was very fast, if Jimin's heartbeat continues like this, he will have a heart attack.

"He's having a panic attack, here's the injection" As soon as Jennie saw Jimin's condition, she put her hand on the pocket of her hoodie, it's exactly like her own panic attack and she knows how the nightmare feel so real, like they make them feel the same pain which they have already beared.

Eunwoo quickly tore off the packing of the injection and soon he pushed up the long sleeve up and put injection onto the vein in Jimin's arm, Jungkook was just watching, all the things happened quickly for him because he couldn't understand what exactly happened with Jimin.

"What is up with that?" A prominent voice asked, eunwoo looked towards Jungkook, who was now standing on the other side of the bed with an emotionless face, and his eyes fell on Jimin, whose breathing was still uneven but his grip on the bedsheet was loose.

"It's a panic attack, if we don't give him the injection in time he could have a heart attack and it'll lead him to the death" eunwoo explained as he took the hoodie off Jimin, but the scars on Jimin's body startled the three of them, some scars are still fresh, and some were faded.

"It's self-harm, and he is hurting himself for long" eunwoo uttered while examining the deep wounds, he's seen many patients who harm themselves when they are stressed, but no one has had deep wounds like Jimin, no one has been able to seen jimin blood because of the black hoodie, but now they can see that there are still deep wound is bleeding.