if I get backlash I don't care

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So I was part of those weird ass woke friend groups who literally pressured me into self harm and suicide and gender dysphoria and have eternally fucked up my perception of who I am. On top of that the people who guided me away from those people ended up spreading offensive rumours about me being transphobic for saying a jk Rowling tweet was funny.

So.

You know what? I'm done. I'm so done supporting people who are quite seriously offending me by their definitions being forced onto me. Why are so many people expecting me to know who I am? I'm a teenager. I don't even know what I want to study in college. Why should I possibly know who I want to fuck?? Or what geneitalia I want? If sex is so taboo in our society, then why are we so oriented on pride as a movement, and gay people in general so celebrated? These are questions I've asked myself at this point.

I'm SO tired of people overshadowing me and telling me who I AM. If I'm a woman, that doesn't mean I'm not a man. it means I like being a girl, having boobs and a vagina. If I'm a lesbian, it's very appropriating to me to tell me I'm attracted to anyone who's not a man. I'm interesting in WOMEN as a WOMAN myself. I'm not interested in labels but I'm really frusterated because it's like telling someone "If you're not white, then you're black" Like what? I don't understand how this is okay?

I'm tired of people telling me who I am. I don't even care what people think anymore. If you hate me, that's fine. I don't care. Shower me with transphobia allegations, I don't give a damn. I'm fed up.

And no one will be silencing me.

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