MAFIA GAME [NI-KI] | [니키] | [1]

10- Is it right or wrong?

I pulled away from him realising what we have just done. We literally broke the rules of the game.

"Riki this is so wrong"

I mumbled still being an inch away from him trying to catch my breath.

"But it feels so right Nara"

Riki added to my words. He was so desperate looking and i could tell he wanted more.

We glazed at eachothers eyes. His eyes were begging me to let him do what he wants but i couldn't.

It was so wrong and we both had to accept it. I was in his game, fighting for him but he was mafia boss and that played such a big role in everything.

This desperate looking man begging for my body actually killed others for fun and money.

I always enjoyed helping others but he enjoyed making them miserable.

We were totally different. Opposites are attracted to eachother more than the ones who share some interest but we were complete opposites.

Like fire and water.

I was the water. Calm yet when there was some obstacle before me I rebelled and went through it. Dark when there was a lot of my problems like deep ocean but clean to understand when there was not deep water.

Polluted when people threw their problems at me like people throw trash in the oceans.

In oceans and rivers there is a lot of things to find under the water like shells and beautiful rocks. I may look like I'm heartless and with nothing inside but when you explore my heart you can find beauty in it like you find under water.

Riki was the fire.
Everything you throw in fire will burn like Riki burns everything standing in his way. When you add gasoline it's going to cause bigger fire. When you make Riki angry he will cause you more problems.

With big fire a forest can burn into a dust, a house can fall down and that's exactly how Riki is. When you hurt someone he cares about he will burn you, he will destroy you to dust like fire.

Lots of people like fire even if it's dangerous, people like challenges and adrenaline they feel when they are around fire but when a single flame lands on them they will get scared and never want to be around fire again.

And what happens when water and fire get together? The more water you add the bigger will the fire be. Sometimes you can extinguish fire with water but you need a lot of it and i didn't knew if i was that strong enough to extinguish him and his anger and everything that was burning him from inside.

Sometimes water and fire are not meant to meet but after all they are the most similar ones.

The opposites ended up being the most similar.

Water floats away everything in her way and fire burns everything in his way.

The only different thing is that you can find the things water floats away afterwards but once fire burns something it will never be the same and sometimes never found again. It will disappear under the fire's anger.

Like how Riki makes everyone disappear while i just push them away.

When you want to pick up something that falls in the water, you still can because the water won't hurt you.

When you want to pick up something that falls in the fire, you can't because the fire will hurt you.

Water can drown you with her strength and fire can burn you with his anger.

Strength and anger. Death combo.

We were still staring at eachother while i was overthinking everything that happened.

"I can't resist you anymore"

He mumbled leaning for another kiss but i stopped him right away with my hand.

"Riki we are still in your game and right now making out in your room while others wait for you thinking you will become their husband"

I said to him making him snap to reality. His kisses were the best ones i have ever experienced. The affectionate ones making me feel loved but it felt wrong yet right at the same time. I was signing to the devil.

"I can end this with snap of fingers but-"

"But money"

I cutted his sentence making him nod afterwards.
I'm the water and he is the fire but yet I'm the gasoline for him.

"Nara, I want to learn how to be gentle for you"

He passed his finger through my bottom and then upward lip grabbing my chin afterwards coming a millimeter away from kissing me.

"I want you, I need you"

He whispered with his dreamy voice. I felt like I was in a book i have always read. Enemies to lovers.

The cold boy falling for a girl after he already accepted his fate of being on his own till the death.