skz sickfics(bxb????)

shadows of a mistake

requested by @chansbuhgah2018

thank you for requesting i hope it is half of what u imagined

i may have not captured ur idea clearly but hope u enjoy...

relationship status: friends

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plot: i.n makes a mistake by forgetting on of his lines which leads the other members to be upset. bangchan in particular tries to comfort i.n but gets pushed away for some reason .i.n starts being reserved, what happens when bangchan becomes fed up with this whole situation

The lights dimmed as the music started, and the crowd erupted in cheers. SKZ took their positions, ready for another electrifying live performance. Jeongin stood in the center, his heart pounding with excitement and nerves.

The song began, and they performed flawlessly through the first few verses. But as they reached the chorus, Jeongin's mind went blank. He stumbled over the lyrics, his voice faltering as he struggled to remember the words. The other members exchanged concerned glances, trying to cover for him, but the mistake was evident to everyone in the audience.

The performance continued, but the energy had shifted. The fans sensed something was off, and the group's usual synchronization was marred by Jeongin's mistake. The song ended, and the members gave their best smiles, trying to hide their disappointment.

As the members gathered backstage, the mood was tense. Jeongin stood apart, his head bowed as he tried to avoid the stares of his bandmates.

"That was... something," Seungmin said, his tone laced with irritation.

Jeongin winced at the edge in Seungmin's voice. "I'm really sorry. I just messed up."

Bangchan, noticing the situation, stepped in. "min, that's enough. It was a mistake. It happens."

Seungmin shrugged. "Yeah, but this mistake could have been avoided if he'd practiced more."

Bangchan shot Seungmin a stern look. "We're all tired and stressed. Don't blame innie for one slip-up."

The other members avoided eye contact with Jeongin, adding to his sense of isolation. The weight of their disappointment was heavy, and Jeongin felt the sting of their unspoken judgment.

time skip.......

jeongin's POV:

I slumped onto my bed, staring blankly at the wall across from me. The performance kept replaying in my mind like a broken record—my voice cracking, the awkward stumble, the way the other members had to cover for me. I could still hear the disappointed murmurs from the crowd and see the fans' excitement fade into awkward silence.

Why did I have to mess up? I practiced so hard, but it wasn't enough. I'm such a failure.

I rolled onto my side, pulling the covers up to hide from the world. I could feel the weight of their disappointment pressing down on me, suffocating. I didn't deserve to be here. I didn't deserve to be part of SKZ.

The truth is, I'm not good enough. I'm just holding the others back. Every mistake I make is a reminder of that. It feels like no matter how hard I try, I'm always falling short. It's like I'm stuck in this endless loop of disappointment, where no matter how much I practice, it's never enough.

A soft knock on my door pulled me from my spiraling thoughts. I tensed, knowing who it was.

"innie? Can I come in?"