𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬
Elysees Amiri, a famous supermodel just out of LA struggling with her anxiety and fame meets the NBA playboy Jordan Poole.
A relationship which fell apart right from it's start. With them trying to save the ship unknowingly goi...
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this chapter is kinda messy but basically the idea is that the whole chapter is based on a song, and most of it isn't a certain story that happened but Jordan's thoughts!
now playing After hours by TheWeeknd
Thought I almost died in my dream again (baby, almost died) Fightin' for my life, I couldn't breathe again I'm fallin' in too deep (oh) Without you, don't wanna sleep (fallin' in)
'Cause my heart belongs to you I'll risk it all for you I want you next to me This time, I'll never leave
These past days he had come to realize his heart belonged to Elysees. The hook ups, the alcohol, everything that he tried to use as an attempt to forget her only made him want her more. He felt so low. A low only Elysees could bring him up from. And he knew that if it was possible for them to get back together, he'd never leave again.
Your body next to me Is just a memory I'm fallin' in too deep, oh Without you, I can't sleep
His head flooded with memories of her body next to him. Her beautiful face, her perfectly round chest, her small waist and long legs all had turned to just a memory. He couldn't sleep without her. His bed felt empty without Elysees next to him.
His body tensed at the thought of her's.
Girl, I felt so alone inside of this crowded room Different girls on the floor, distracting my thoughts of you I turned into the man I used to be
He found himself in another club. It was full of hot girls and packed with people, only to distract him from her. He found himself too tempted by their curves, by the way they moved to the music. He downed another shot of tequila and already went back to his old ways.
I just wanted to call you and say, and say Oh, baby, where are you now when I need you most? I'd give it all just to hold you close Sorry that I broke your heart, your heart
But it was only temporary. Once he came back from his night out, he found himself again, laying in his bed with his heart aching for his lover. He felt so weak and alone. He just wanted to call her and hear her soothing voice. He was desperate, ready to give it all to hold her again.
I'll treat you better than I did before I'll hold you down and not let you go This time I won't break your heart, your heart, yeah
He thought of the possibility of getting back with her again. He knew he had the ability to. He knew he had an almost sort of superpower, able to lure her back in with just a simple text. He doubted himself a bit, if he could be good to her. But all his doubts were gone. He knew he would treat her better. This time he was sure he wouldn't break her heart.
I know it's all my fault Made you put down your guard I know I made you fall Then said you were wrong for me
He knew it was his fault that this breakup happened. He hated the fact that he was the one to break her trust so often that she now didn't want to go to Washington with him and thought it was better to call it quits. He brought her up and put her down so much and so often, she felt anxious being with him. Not knowing what was going to happen next.
'Cause this house is not a home Without my baby
Before Elysees was the one to cut his dreams short, he had wished for so much things to do with her in Washington. He hoped that when they'd move in, they'd grow closer together. A glimpse of her holding his children had also slipped his mind.
His home now felt so empty, full of the ghosts of what could've been.
