imagine:
Anxious. That's all you can feel at this point. The excitement came before the crying and the crying came before the fear and now... You're just anxious. The thought of touching him is unreal to you at this point, but it is happening. The line starts to move and you feel like crying all over again. You hear girls screaming and crying of excitement and sadness. You're kinda to the end of the line but not quite. All you can do right now is stare at him hoping for him to see you hoping... for Luke Robert Hemmings to see....you.
After a couple minutes there is only 1 more girl in front of you. She walks up to him and she hugs him, she then moves to Ashton then calum and then Michael. She gets her stuff signed and a picture taken. She didn't even shed a tear.. How? As your mind rambles on you don't notice it's your turn. The security guard gets inpatient and shouts at you, "hey!! Move up!!!" You snap back to the delicious yet horrifying reality of meeting him. You do differently than the other girls have. You go to Michael first, then Calum, then Ashton. Then.... Luke. You stare into his eyes as you start to cry. You wrap your arms around his neck and just cry. You smell him and feel his hair. But something is different you feel him rubbing your back and feel your hair. It's to much! To much! You whisper to him "please don't let go please Luke." You hear his breath Hitch as you said that. You hear the girls screaming again and you wish they would just go away.... Then you hear his sweet voice say "I have to" he lets go and you try your best not to just grab him and never let go. Your crying so bad now... It's horrible..they all look at you differently. The security guard drags you away as you yell for him. "LUKE PLEASE DONT LET ME GO" he tries reaching out for you and you see he's crying now. What did you do! You made him cry stop your mind says! But your mouth does other wise. "LUKE I NEED YOU PLEASE! D-don't let me g-go!" You choke. You see him mouth goodbye as the next girl comes up and hugs him. You hear someone shouting your name... It's... It's luke! You turn around and see him. Oh my god Luke... He then says "wake up angel.... You can't stay here." Your so confused then see him disappearing... NO NO! What's happening!!! What's going on! Everything slowly slips from you... As he mouths goodbye.
You wake up crying hysterically! why! Why isn't it real why can't I be with him that all I want!! WHY CANT HE BE MINE! You scream into your pillow because all you wanted was to be different. You wanted him to remember you. But, you notice now isn't your chance...now.. Will never come for you.
