Brightest Stars Amongst The Sky

V

Oliver's (POV):

As the days turned to weeks and the weeks grew long I was trying my best to get through my pregnancy symptoms making sure I got it all out of the way before any of the boys came over to film at me and Darren's house.  Things weren't any better when I had Tyler watching me like a hawk, also the riff between me, Ty, and Seb's relationship was very tense  had gotten worse since last time. I felt bad for Sebastian considering his pregnancy symptoms were the reason  he was acting this way and he wasn't really doing this on purpose. I've been trying to talk him into just telling Tyler about his pregnancy, but we'd grown apart slowly because he had it in his head that I chose Ty over him. None of it was true, but I also think the reason he's making up all these things in his head is because he's been dreading telling the father of his child and he clearly does want the father in  the child's life sadly the asshole won't even pick up or come and see him.  No matter how much I tried to be there for him he seemed to get even more pissed off at me especially when Tyler's around. The argument hadn't made thing any better, but he had no right to go behind my back and tell Tyler things like that when it didn't concern him!

"Hey Oliver what do you say tonight you come over my place since the doctor cleared us for intimacy.I've been missing holding you, but I also -- "

"Ah -- yeah -- yeah yo Tyler bro you want to hangout with us tonight? We are heading out to my boy Viet's birthday party. You bailed on us last time, so come on -- you can't bail on us twice -- Oliver and Seb have already given up so now it's just you bailing on us."

"You know what you should go, have fun b- because he's right you can't keep bailing on them.''

I said knowing Tyler would need to go and have fun before the baby come's since once they come we will be up to our ears in diapers and bottles. He gave me a suspicious look then nodded his head towards the boys and I nodded approving which felt weird considering we still hadn't really put a label on our relationship. I understood we were together for the sake of the baby, but when the baby finally gets here will he want me to be his or will I be stuck as his mistress. Tyler nodded shortly after following behind the boys disappearing leaving me alone in the house since all the others had gone onto party, all except for Seb who'd drove back to his condo. 

To cure my boredom i did various things even bothered watching overhyped shows to keep from watching the clock I stuffed my face full of food. Despite this I  couldn't help, but watch the clock wondering when he'd come back even though we weren't in a relationship -- right, we aren't even in a real relationship so there's no reason for me to worry. Although he said he'd be here afterwards, so it's not like I'm waiting up i'm simply making sure he was keeping his promise. Sighing realizing how pathetic I sounded knowing Tyler's relationship with me was a situationship turned parent project, I had no doubt he'd be here for his child. The thing that hurt the most was just the thought of someone else making him smile, waking up in bed next to him -- groaning as I threw my head back trying to keep the tears from falling when my phone beeped meaning someone had texted me. Practically throwing myself onto my knees snatching my phone off the table with my eyes shut wondering if Tyler texted me because he was worried about me? Looking down at my phone my jaw falling into my lap when I saw Seb's name popped up.

Sebastian: Yo, bro Ty Ty wasted so we we are going to 

....

I stared at the screen hoping he'd just tell me he was going to stay at any one other than Seb's place, and I wasn't saying that out of jealousy it was because there house was the closest. Ok, maybe it was a little bit of jealousy, but it was pointless -- I mean it whatever me and Tyler have can grow into something more,right? When the bubbles stopped I panicked going to my contacts scrolling through the list of names until I reached Ty's my finger hovering over the name. Throwing the phone  aside knowing I'd only embarrass myself if I call him while he's out the guys, not only that we never officialized our relationship so technically he was free to fool around with whoever he pleased and there was nothing I could do to stop him. taking a deep breath then exhaling before placing my phone on the coffee table crawling back onto the couch burying myself up under the covers turning up the volume deciding I'd watch Love Hard even if Christmas was here yet.