Brightest Stars Amongst The Sky

III

Sebastian's (POV):

For weeks me and Oliver tried to carefully watch our steps around the boys, but we both knew that eventually we would have to tell them all. Well I wanted to, because I hated hiding things from them on the other hand I could see Oliver's point and maybe until we decide whether or not we want to go through with this pregnancy there was no need to tell them. It's not like they'll believe us unless we take them to an ultrasound, but again it was all pointless until we figured out what we wanted and what's best for us. What really scared me the most is what Tyler will say once he finds out about the baby? Will he accept it? Not want anything to do with me? That morning after we slept together I kicked him out of my room telling him that it was best we forgot about it and that it meant absolutely nothing to me when it was completely untrue. After that night it confirmed that my feeling for Manager Ty hadn't gone away like I hoped they had, now things were different because of the choices we made I'm having to choose whether to terminate or face the music and tell him along with everyone else that I'm pregnant.

"Yo, Sebastian! Do you want next or not dog?"

Justin said smacking my leg leaving a red print, but I was too wrapped up in my head to even want to play the game anymore. Shaking my head no pushing myself out of bed shuffling into the kitchen pressing a hand onto my stomach when Kane suddenly appeared from the pantry with a bowl in hand and a bag of chips in between his teeth. Sighing I walked over to the pantry seeing that my favorite chips had been all eaten and it couldn't of been anyone else,  but Oliver since we swore we'd split thing to minimize us being found out. Slamming the door shut spinning around on my heel to see Tyler standing right behind me shaking his head with dismay. Kane disappeared shrugging his shoulder and I felt my heart pounding. He knew nothing, so there was no reason for me to worry about anything. 

"Look I know that what happened between us has been making things awkward between us, but i told you I'd make an effort to rekindle our friendship, but it doesn't help when you do absolutely nothing! I mean -- your complete disregard for my rules and the attitude you've been giving me has me thinking you are getting beside yourself lately and you need to check that.''

Tyler said whispering inching closer his index finger pointing at me as he spoke with  a chastising tone his cheeks flushing red. Smacking his hand out of my face I scoffed not sure why he kept thinking about that night when I wasn't, but for him to bring that s if I was using it as a fucking excuse -- as if I was purposely trying to make his life a living hell! I mean I'm the one stuck in a situation having to choose whether to keep my body for myself or share it!!! How dare he talk to me as if I'm being difficult on purpose!! Before i could think I shoved him aside grabbing his water and pouring it on his head throwing the bottle on the floor.

"YOU ASSHOLE!! wHAT YOUR ACTING LIKE IT'S MY FAULT I'M LIKE THIS! I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH NOTHING BUT HELL AND NEVER BITCH ABOUT ANY OF IT!! I BREAK A COUPLE RULES AND HERE YOU COME TRYING TO MAKE IT SEEM AS IF I'M THE WORST PERSON  IN THE FUCKING WORLD!! YOU ARE THE REASON FOR ME BEING LIKE THIS YET EVERYTHING IS MY FUCK--ING FAULT --FUCK U TYLER"

I screamed at the top of my lungs before storming out of the kitchen crying my eyes out feeling rotten all because of him. Dammit! Why is it all my fault!! Walking into my bedroom locking the door no longer wanting to deal with anyone now that I couldn't get myself to stop crying now. Throwing myself into bed cuddling a pikachu plushie that was gifted to me by a fan my eyes getting heavy after all the crying I'd done.

I woke up to Oliver cuddled up with his plushie sleeping right next to me sound asleep his lips slightly parted as he breathed heavily. Pushing myself onto my elbows looking over at the door wondering how the hell he even got in, but it didn't even matter now -- at least I knew Oliver was probably feeling the same way. Groaning as my bladder screamed at me to run to the nearest bathroom before it exploded and I knew then that I wouldn't be able to make it through these symptoms. Crawling out of bed shoving my feet into Olivers bedroom slippers then rushing to the bathroom smiling as I pulled my pants down.