Justryan (Justin x ryan) NSB

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Justin was the first to pull away

They were both breathing hard trying to catch their breath.

Ryan: I thought you were mad at me?..

Justin: I was never mad at you, I just couldn't find the words to explain to you..

Ryan: explain what?

Justin: that..

Ryan: Justin this is how our argument always goes you say something but when I ask you something about it you stay silent!

Justin: i- I'm sorry I juat don't know how to tell you...

Ryan rolls his eyes

Ryan: then try talking to me unless you man up and decide to spit it out

He says, while about to walk away

Justin💭: I can't let him walk away , it can ruin our relationship!..

Justin: WAIT
He says has he grabs Ryan arm

Ryan: what?..

Justin: don't get mad at me but..

Ryan: but what??

Justin: I love you

Ryan: you w-what?...

Justin: I said I love you Ryan, I've loved you since we've met you were always different around me you were always nicer to me, cared about me more than the rest of the boys even before we met the boys! I know you might think it's weird but it's the truth...

So when I saw the edit with you and Sebastian and the stars kept shipping you guys, it made me feel insecure like I wasn't good enough for you and you could never see me more than a friend!...

Justin didn't even realize he started crying

Ryan:... I- I don't know what to say....

Justin: you don't have to say anything, I know you don't feel the same way it's okay I respect you for that (he sniffles)

Ryan: wait you don't understand

Justin walks away

Ryan: JUSTIN! please come back I love you too...

Justin stops and turns around

Ryan: JP?...

Justin: it's okay, I know you don't actually love me your just saying it because you feel bad..

he lightly smiles

Ryan💭: just tell him how you feel dammit! Why won't I say anything he's right in front of me isn't he?!.. why won't I tell him how I truly feel?...

Justin walks away and heads back to the room.
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HELLO YALL MISSED ME? 😞 Probably not but I finally updated this story 🙏🏽 I should had sonner but summer 🏝️ 🌞 🌞 WHOO ITS SUMMER !!! I started summer May 25 so it's not really and excuse but my last update was jun 2 so it's not that bad i guess ... 💁🏽‍♀️ But anyways Justin finally tells Ryan how he feels blah blah blah but Ryan doesn't tell him 😲😲 how will this turn out ?? .....

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