I trusted you. (nine x reader)

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NINE'S POV:

Why was Y/N so gullible?! I'm just trying to help her out! To get her away from that.. monster.. I just want her to understand. I thought she hated him too?

"Miles, I'll.. i'll think about it. But that isn't a yes. Just remember that."

Y/N mumbled. I was so, so very relieved. That stupid mutt made a face though. I didn't know why he came back into our lives, but I didn't like it.

"Cmon Y/N, let's get you fixed up."

After Blade said that, he picked her up princess style and started walking off. My heart ached. Why? Oh, how I so badly wanted to bash his brains out onto the concrete. Why do I feel like that seeing him carrying her that way? I have never felt that way before.

I went back to my lab. I couldn't think right now. I wanted to talk to Sonic. He had run off before he could even see what kind of help Y/N needed. But still.. I needed to figure out why I felt this way. I shouldn't care if Y/N is like that with another boy. Should I? She's been my best friend for years, I can't ruin that. Maybe that was why I felt this way. Because we've been best friends for so long. I've know her like the way I know the back of my hand. I'm scared. I'm scared of my own feelings.

I need to lay down. I need sleep, so I can get rid of this feeling. Sleeping always helps. Sleeping is my escape.