~And Your Love's Been Hard To Find... //Trevor Moran~

A/N: I MET TREVOR!!!

I'm so sorry I haven't updated this week! I've been busy busy busy.

So I went on a 9 hour road trip (Thursday night/Friday morning) to San Diego. Why, you ask?

TO MEET TREVOR MORAN.

I ACTUALLY MET HIM!!! ON FRIDAY. AT THE SD COUNTY FAIR. IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE.

So I'll explain what happened:

So Trev was having his own show on July 3rd at the SD county fair and had meet & greet tickets for $60. Well I thought, "He never comes anywhere near me, so why not just give up and travel all the way to go see him?" So I begged my parents to take me to see him. THEY SAID YES!! It was going to be my early birthday present. I know $60 is kind of a lot for a M&G but to me it was completely worth it. 

I mean come on, it's for Trevor.

And I know 9 hours is a long way to go to see one person.

...I mean come on, it's for Trevor.

So we hopped into the car and drove to San Diego. The M&G was supposed to be at 4:30 so we got there around 4 after going through terrible traffic and tons of stress. Traffic was so bad that they had to move the M&G to 5 though because Trevor was going to be late. He tweeted saying "M&G is running a bit late sry." So he finally got there at 5:10 and after waiting almost an hour, me and about 12 other people were lead backstage. 

That was the moment an anxiety attack hit me. I couldn't believe it. I was literally about to meet my idol. My inspiration. The boy who saved my life.

My legs were shaking like crazy and I was holding back tears. And then we finally got to the area where we were going to meet him but he hadn't come out yet. We lined up. I was the last person in line. Then, he came out.

My legs went limp and I couldn't breathe. I don't know why. I don't know why I was acting like this. I was actually so happy you can't even imagine. But I guess I was really nervous and my anxiety decided to flare because of it? I don't know.

So he started meeting us one by one and I took a few short videos of him on my iPod while waiting. He kept glancing back at me after every person and Idon'tevenknowwhyhedid but I swear I wasn't imagining it. Maybe he thought I was breathtakingly gorgeous lolnonotreally. So I had made eye contact with him a few times before actually meeting him aha. Okay well I was shaking uncontrollably at the time and I came alone too. I'd never been so terrified and excited and happy in my life. At the last minute before Trevor came up to me, an awesome girl named Aubrey asked if I wanted her to take pictures of me and I said yes. (Thanks Aubrey!!) And then... then the moment came. He came up to me.

He came up to me and I lost it. Completely. The tears finally came and I couldn't stop shaking. That was the exact moment my dreams came true. Here's the conversation - I talked really fast from nerves and stuttered a lot so I'm not going to type every time that happened:

Trev: Hey! -hugs me-

Me: -crying an hugs back- H-hi-- oh my god I'm having an anxiety attack right now

Trev: WHAT!? Like right now!? Why!

Me: Because I just drove 9 hours to come see you and this is literally my dream come true..

Trev: 9 hours!? What! Where are you from?

Me: Sacramento..-laughs-

Trev: Aww I love Sacramento! -smiles literally the cutest smile ever because it's Trev-

And then he opened up the yellow folder I gave him, which is in the picture above. There was a picture I drew of him and a letter I wrote saying basically how he changed my life and how thankful I am to him.