My Devilish Senior

Heartache

Sanskriti's POV

After playing for sometime, we all had some snacks. I don't know why but while eating Pranav was so adamant to convince me to confess to Yatharth.

"Stop it Pranav. It's just in your head. He don't feel anything? For him even that moment was a mistake."

I was feeling very annoyed because of it. Why did he had say this.

Pranav: "Did he said that the kiss was the mistake?"

"What?"

Pranav: "He said it happened mistakenly not the kiss was the mistake"

"You shup up and why are you becoming his lawyer? are you my friend or his?"

He was annoying me now.

Pranav: "I am not becoming his lawyer and I'm absolutely your friend. That's why I'm saying that you should tell him about your feelings. So, you could get a closure. I am supporting but I still don't have any faith in him."

He is right even sometimes I feel stupid to like him. 

Pranav: "I want you to confess right now because your feelings are new and raw right now. God forbids if something bad happens, it will be easier to move on."

His words were making sense to me now. moreover Yatharth is in the college for 6 months only then he will pass out. I don't even know what are his plans for future and according to the course outline last three months they have to do internship. So basically he's there for three to two and half months. 

"I think you are right."

Pranav: "Thank goodness you got it now. This is the most appropriate timing, everyone is busy and he must be in his room. farther most room in left wing."

"How do you know that?"

I'm really smelling something fishy here.

Pranav: *I've come here before with Yamini. So, I know where his room is."

"Ohh, by the way do you really think I should confess to him?"

Pranav: "I really but if you're feeling nervous then let it go."

He said looking me with soft eyes. God I'm so confused what should I do. "Stop being a scardy cat and go confess. If you keep thinking like this then he'll be someone else's."

"That's not fucking happening, I'll make him mine and mine alone." I replied to my always so negetive brain. That's I'm going to confess to him.
But what if he rejects.

Pranav: "Then make him fall for you. Haven't you seen in the movies and read in the books. How they never give up on their love. Do everything in their power to make the other one fall for them."

"I don't love him." "Oh shut up and go, let time ne your feelings for him." It's right, the worst can happen that he will reject me. But atleast I won't have any regrets because I know myself if not now.

I will keep pushing this and one he'll be away from me. Being someone else's. No, nopw that's not happening. Even if he rejects I'll make him for me. Afterall I'm also Sanskriti Tripathy. I will do it. One question was still disturbing me.

"Pranav, what I'm gonna tell everyone that if they ask where I'm going or where I've been after coming back."

Pranav: "I'll take care of that, you leave. All the very very best."

"Thanks."

After that I slowly retreat from there to Yatharth's room. I was just two rooms away from his room. God my heart beat is getting faster. What I'm gonna do, what do I'm do?"