Daisies and Dandelions for you

Chapter 2

EROS

"Yes come in" she walks in. God she is looking so beautiful today. I mean since the day I first saw her there hadn't been a day she hasn't looked like a goddess who has been dropped to the face of earth by the gods themselves as an apology of everyone piece of shits existing on this planet, including me. An apology I want to take in so badly. The dress suits her so much like every dress always. The blue colour, always does. There ain't no colour in this universe that doesn't suit her......... And her hairs-

"um hi" damn her voice

I cleared my throat.

"Y-yes please take your seat"

She kept her mini bag on my table and sat down. So cute and yet so elegant like a ..i see her like a cute little panda to be really honest.

"So how have you been Miss Graham?"

"oh um really well its just I am having really bad breathing problems"

I stare at her with a blank look. Her symptoms are worsening and the root of the disease is deepening into her body. So rare of a disease. I feel like killing myself before I watch her die. But I would give my all and everything to save her. She has to live or else how would I Live.

"Miss Graham please turn around"

"oh sure" she gives a pleasing smile. IM SAYING GOD MADE HER PERFECT IN EVERY FUCKING WAYS. A TRAP FOR ME TO JUMP INTO AND IM WILLINGLY FALLING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO IT knowing how it can destroy me.

She turns around. I check her with my stethoscope.

"um great turn around"

She turns around. I have a closer look of her now. Her lashes are like feathers. Her eyes are ethereal. SO green I feel like losing myself into them which I no doubt already did. Her locks fell down. Fuck she's so perfect ,so perfect I cannot explain. Her heartbeat. OK NOT NORMAL. Her heart is beating very fast

"Miss Graham please relax"

"OH um its just ..um long U know..long path"

"I understand take your time to calm down" she stutters so much in-front of me. Do I look scary? After Eiser told me to be more polite with my patients I started to be so..but polite and soft Is different with me. I am polite to all my patients but I'm soft with Martha. She seems so soft how can I possibly be just polite to her. I feel like holding her in my arms everytime she's around but being a heart-surgeon has taught me being patient. So lets'go I guess?

"Ah right right"

"Um yes"

She takes out her phone and starts scrolling. I dont know what she is looking at but her lips turn up into a smile. SO GODDAMN GORGEOUS.

I take up my file and act like I'm looking at it while I'm stealing glances of her every moment. She loves blue for sure. Her bottle has been blue since the first day. Her bags are mostly blue so are her dresses. Her handkerchiefs. Her earrings. Her lockets. Her nails are also always blue and as for her shoes they r also blue. She took out her bottle and took a sip from the bottle. Her lips are so full....seems so soft...a drop of water trickles down her throat. I identify myself as a drop of water. I gulp down a whole Jupiter stuck in my throat and clutch my hands nervously. My body is getting unnecessarily hot. I blurt out

"Miss Graham if u r relaxed enough may I check you now?

"oh sure I'm  much better"

I check her heartbeat. somewhat better . I still have some important questions to ask her.

"Do u take your medicines regularly?"

"oh yes I try and do.....um" she smiled again. I love her puppy like eyes. Cute

"ummm Miss Graham u need to be really consistent. Please maintain the schedules"

"I'm really trying doctor. I would try and be fully consistent from now on yes" cute

"Pleased to hear Miss Graham...... for now just stay on these medications and do yoga regularly as prescribed"

"ah yes thanks a lot doctor"

"My pleasure. Do u need some recommendation on yogas?" I see this as an opportunity god. Let this slide

"um... I ..no...I mean maybe"

"well I know some really good yoga youtube channels I can recommend"

"ummm..oh thank you please recommend I am searching"

Ok princess, even though i literally know all the good channels  for the number of times I've recommended them to my patients but........no. I SEE THIS AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO GET INTO YOUR DMS.

"um I don't really remember right now. Maybe I can dm you that"

She seemed startled

"um...what?"

"if that is fine with you"

"NO I'm sorry .. yes very much fine with me.."

"so? insta or"

"yes right insta"

"OKAY"

Don't smile right now stupid

"OK got it thank u Miss Graham. U will receive it by tonight"

"ah yes thanks a lot for your help doctor. Bye see u again"

DAMN SHE WANTS TO SEE ME AGAIN OMG

"yes Miss Graham bye"