Book of Poetry

My almost

You are now someone from my past

You were my almost, but we didn't last

I knew it right before everything started

And now it's almost a year since we parted

I already had a feeling that you would be my biggest heartbreak but I still risked it

I was so scared that I kept running away from you and denied it

But I got more scared of the thought that I might regret it

When I knew you were about to give up, the thought of losing you came to my mind that I got so scared of it

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Everything started when I got the courage to talk to you

Sometimes I could barely talk when I get shy around you

I experienced a lot of things because of you

I never expected to be so open that I shared most things about myself to you

I experienced different kinds of sadness and happiness because of you

I held myself back but I inevitably fell in love with you 

I still can't tell where things went wrong between me and you 

I was hurt so I came to the point where I hated you

I moved on with my life without you

I can't tell if I still hate you or love you

You were right, whether I still love you or hate you

Either way, I could never forget you

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