Secret

Chapter 4

David's POV

I blinked my eyes open as my sweet sleep was disturbed by light and the first thing I saw was the morning light peeking through the curtains.

As I still want to sleep so I press my face against the pillow and a masculine scent surrounding me which a mix of coconut and chocolate , a very delicious scent and very different from my scen.....
My eyes flutter open wide the sleep vanished in a split second.

What the hell. This isn't my scent. Where the hell I am? This bed isn't mine . It's doesn't feel as comfortable as mine but it's fine. I try to adjust my eyes to the brightness of the sun peeking through the curtains. When my eyes finally adjust, I am able to look around and exactly where I am .

I look down and notice that I am wearing a shirt only which isn't even mine.

I try thinking back to what happened last night and suddenly my mind flashed with the memories of last night as Dava said " Oh ! Come on . OUR MATE. You sheephead. "

I gasp as I remember that I had meet my mate and how i had spend my heat with my mate and how I lost control of Dava and how Kevin eye's turned black to golden after me boldly telling him to have sex with me like a desperate bitch . But I don't remember much after that as Dava has taken control .

"Kevin" is my mate, his smile was blessing from God himself , his long silky hair and his body; damn.

Even though I hadn't seen his body and remember much but I am damn sure he has a body of Geek God.

Suddenly I heard some noises coming from bathroom as the door open and comes a voice ," Oh ! You are awake. Good morning Baby. " Looking over I was shocked at the sight in front of me.

I sit there bewildered at how sexy my mate is , his muscular legs and I even let my eyes wander up to his abs to his clothed chest ...

( Please ignore the tattoo)

One second. Is that br- bra ? Is he wearing a bra ? But why ?

I'm confused, I have utterly and shocking never been this confused in my life.
Kevin frown slightly when he noticed how distressed I was . He reached out his hand to caress my cheek but I pushed his hand .

" Kevin why are you wearing that ?" I asked dumbfounded. As I know he is man , I definitely knew as we had sex and pieces started coming back to me slowly but not much after Dava control on me. I just wished I remembered all of it as it was my first time.

He slowly looked my way ," You mean bra . Well you know as I am female alpha so yeah I have to wear that " he said while coming towards me.

Fuck . Oh my god . Why ???
Why did you do that . I just want my mate to be a man . Not a FUCKING WOMAN . WHY????

I gripped the blanket tightly around my torso and stood up from the bed , breathing slowly as if it would ease the pain . Then I glared at him who was already looking at me , sadly as he already know what i am thinking . But who cares ?? If I had only know he was female , I would had waited last night and endure the pain rather than giving him my virginity. But who would had known that he is female and intersex . I mean , look at his sexy face , killing physic and that chocolate ads...

WHAT THE FUCK AM I EVEN THINKING?

But seriously his scent was sending me over the edge. It was heavenly and I wanted nothing but to just be constantly touching him . But somehow I control myself as he deceive me by disguise his gender.

I don't like him .Absolutely fucking not . What the hell? I am gay . I always dream of having my mate of being a man , not a fucking female with that big dic...
What the fuck even sm I saying ? What happened to me ? I need to get out of here and clearer my mind .

I couldn't bring myself to look at him anymore . I endured the pain as I collected my clothes and start wearing it, knowing that Kevin's eyes were following my every step and move. He moved to me with a worried expression but I just moved to the side , tried to keep the distance.

" Whats wrong . Are you in lot -" he said while grabbed my arm but I cut him off by smacking his hand and then glare at him.

" I am leaving. You presence and pheromones doesn't make anything better!" I said looking directly at him while he bite his lips before looking me in the eyes.

"Look l don't want you as my mate . I am gay and I don't like girls so please stay away from me. I don't need you, never have and never will so just pretend that night never happened or better just stay away from me " I said looking straight into his eyes, not realizing how close he has come .

Heat , Mate , One night, One mistake.
In which , I let my emotions and dava control my boby and chose to be reckless for once in my life, and made a mistake that can ruin my life.

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As soon as I came out of that room I descended the stairs and started to run but bump into someone and I was not in the state of talking to someone ,right now I just couldn't.

So I started walking again only to stop by that stupid person and as I turned to yelled at them only stop by her striking beauty.