Why can't it be enough (ot7 sad ff) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 1

Author'a Pov

A girl was walking her way back home after her shift at the cafe. She checked her phone that is full of cracks, and it is currently 8:50pm now. She sighed and continued walking. She decided to take the short cut to her home, she knew it was dangerous since in movies, this is the way the main lead begins their misery but the girl couldn't care. She knew how fucked up her life is and one thing she wished for now is to die and finally rest. She was walking silently in thoughts when suddenly someone grabbed her hair and threw her to the wall, she hissed in pain when her forehead came in contact with the hard wall. She let herself slide down and hugged her knees tight and said "please let me go, what do you want from me?" She said in fear while tightly closing her eyes, scared if she looked the person would hit her. The person grabbed her hair again harshly and she hissed in pain, the person spoke up and said "bitch I want my money!" The person said while gesturing to the other person to take her bag and check for money. She let them check her bag because she herself wished she had some money. "I don't have any money" she said while looking at the person that is gripping her hair, she tried to push the person's hand away from her hair but the person just gripped her hair more tightly. "Tsk you're a liar whore!" The person said but then looked behind him and one of them spoke up "there is nothing in here at all Kai, this broke bitch doesn't even have a single penny" Kai looked down at the girl and harshly slapped her before retreating his hand that was gripping her hair. "Next time if you don't give us what we wanted, that'll be the death of you" He said then stood up and walked away with his minions.

Y/n's POV

I sighed and rubbed my scalp in hoping to lessen the pain. I can still feel the stinging pain in my cheek, my eyes started tearing up but I quickly held myself back. "I have no time to breakdown. I have to get home as soon as possible, I need to be early tomorrow" I said. I quickly gathered my things putting it back inside my bag and slowly stood up. I touched my forehead and felt something wet I knew that I was bleeding so I went back home quickly.

I arrived at my small house, this house was owned by my father and mother. If you're curious where they are, Well my Father is a drug addict and would come home drunk every night and would abuse me and mom. And my mom? Well, she also doesn't care about me and would spend all day out and would come home with a new man everyday. She would constantly beat me up saying it's all my fault. I really don't know where I was at fault but as I got older I stopped questioning it since no one would answer. I never go to school my parents say it's a waste of time and money. When I was a kid I would constantly envy other kids going to school, playing outside, going out with their family. I also have a big brother well guess what? He is a mixture of my mom and dad, he would also go to parties, drink with friends, and steal. He is also a boy version of my mom, he would also have girls inside our house and they would fuck all night and they don't even know what's privacy and they're loud as fuck! He is 5years older than me and I am currently 19 years old. Working two jobs a day to feed myself and give some of my salary to my Mom and Dad for their own benefits. Sometimes my brother would even still money from me and that Kai earlier with his minions? They are gangsters actually, they would constantly target someone they see as weak and beat them up or ask money and if you don't give them what they want they will beat you to death. Today I just got lucky I guess because I just got a small injury. I sighed at how hectic my life is.

I opened the door to my house and took off my shoes and wore my slippers. I sighed at the sight in front of me, it was one hell of a mess. Lots of bottles of alcohol were everywhere and there were some puke, and clothes were everywhere I guess it was my mom's clothes and her man again. Then I heard shouting. "You're bringing another man again huh?! Last night it was what his name again? Liam?! Curious how I know his name?! You were fucking moaning his name all night inside my fucking house!!" My dad shouted " Shut the fuck up! This is my house too! And who are you to shout at me huh?!" My mom replied then I saw a man hurrying down the stairs and picked up his clothes we made eye contact and he quickly went out. I sighed and was about to closed the door behind me cause that man left it opened. I walked upstairs and heard my mom and dad still arguing then I passed my brothers room. I saw his door was slightly opened and saw him fucking a girl again. I sighed and closed the door slowly. I went to my room at the atic, yes I sleep at the atic well we do have a spare room but my dad said that I'm a girl I don't deserve it and I will never succeed in life because I am a girl, I think that's also the reason they don't want me to go to school.

I let myself fall on my bed. My whole body was so sore due to working all day. I could still hear them from up here. Suddenly I heard glass breaking, I quickly sit up straight and hurried down. I went to the kitchen and saw my dad looking for something in the kitchen, throwing everything. "Dad what are you doing?!" I said he looked at me with his red eyes due to lack of sleep and side effects of drinking without eating. "You!" He said pointing his index finger at me, I looked at him with wide eyes and I was so nervous what was he going to do to me. "Where did you hide all my alcohol?!" He shouted and ran up to me and started choking me, my airway was blocked and I couldn't answer to him due to that. I started looking pale and using all my last strength I kicked him in his stomach. "I don't fucking know!" I replied he looked at me angrily and said "Give me your money now!" He shouted at me and I said "I don't have any! I don't have my salary yet!" I said just then he went near me again and pulled my hair "you fucking useless bitch! I didn't spend my money on you to become useless" he said and slapped me in my cheeks and threw me against the wall. I struggle to stand up as I have been threw at the wall many times now and my head is still bleeding. Tears rolled down my cheeks nonstop and my vision slowly becoming blurry. The last thing I saw was my mother kicking me telling me to stand up and clean the house, I couldn't reply as I blocked out.
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Hi gais welcome to my second story sorry if this chapter was short. In this chapter I just wanna let you have a look at Y/n's miserable life. Tmr I will maybe post an update not sure but I hope you like it please don't forget to vote this will really help my story🥹🫂

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