Since we were two

sleeping

NEW:

I am woken up around 9 a.m. by the sunlight streaming through the window. I look beside me and find Tay sleeping deeply, his hair tousled on his head, pouting lips, and an calm face.

He was having problems sleeping again last night; this has happened several times before. I knew how to get him to sleep, so I softly patted him, as i do every time. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but I couldn't, so I quietly got out of bed, without awakening him, and began my day.

"Hinnn…"  I was shipping my coffee when I heard him; he must have a headache.

"What happened?"  I asked as he sat in front of me, holding his head.

" I feel like someone is hitting me on the head."  He said he didn't look up, still clutching his head; his face was dal and his eyes were small, unlike in the morning.

"Here, drink this."  I give him strong ginger tea and breakfast as he liked.

"Did you already make it?"

" I know you'll wake up and start crying; it's not unusual for me."

" Ahhhhhhh, I love it." He moaned as he sipped tea and I laughed seeing him like this ; he sometimes acts like a baby.

"When do we have to leave?"

"Around 12, we still have time for you to rest."  I said, awoke in the kitchen, began cleaning, and after a while, he left to freshen up.

I was sitting on the couch, looking through my phone, when he came and rested his head on my lap with eyes shut. Isn't there a bed in room?

"Go sleep inside."  I said that I was moving a little.

" Nah, this is more comfy and soft."  He said, pushing his head deep and keeping his eyes closed.

" Still have a headache?"  I asked, glancing at him. He still looks tired; perhaps he did not get enough sleep last night.

" Hmm... "

" New..."

" What…"  I asked, He didn't say anything, but he did pull his head closer to me, and I know what he wants. I turned off my phone, set it on the table, and began softly stroking his head. His face became calmer. I like seeing him like this: too calm, breathing softly;

he was usually running here and there, busy with others; it's rare to see him this way. After a while, I removed my hand, but in second he moved his head again telling me continue.

" I thought you slept."

" I can’t, but it feels good. Don’t stop."

" We have 30 minutes before we leave."  I said, caressing his hair.

" Hmm, 10 minutes, please."

"Okk."

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We get on set after finishing our clothes and makeup, and we begin shooting. It was about Karan, Achi, and the rest of the office crew going on a trip while they were selecting a partner for the game, and Achi left alone since he thought no one wanted to be partnered with him until he dumped Karan and asked to be matched with him. Actually, I can connect to this feeling in some ways when I meet new people and find it difficult to talk to them, but tay always there to support me and make me feel better.

Tay done his part while I continue with Sing. After half an hour, I was finished shooting, while Janhae and Sing kept going. I take a seat and drink some water. Today's heat has exhausted me. I looked for Tay, but he was not there. I asked Min about him, but he didn't know. I searched in the other rooms, but he was nowhere to be seen. Where did it go?
 
"Phi, have you seen Te?"  I asked a team member.

" Yes, I see he has gone upstairs."

"Okk." I said and went directly there.

When I got there, he was asleep on a small mattress, so I went beside him and gazed at him, breathing calmly. It was good for him to get some sleep.

Looking at him made me feel sleepy and exhausted. I looked at the small space next to him and slept next to him. The mattress was small, but enough for us.