Echoes Of My Inner Storm

02

July 7, 2024

Imagine walking through a vast, barren desert. The sun, a dominating force, pours its fury down upon you, leeching the very essence of life from your veins. Each step grows heavier, as if the sand beneath your feet conspires to drag you down into the depths of inertia. The grains of sand that once gently brushed against your skin now feel like a thousand tiny needles, piercing and prodding with relentless irritation.

In this state, your mind becomes a bomb, ready to ignite at the slightest provocation. The searing heat of frustration flares up unexpectedly, consuming rational thought and leaving the scorched remains of patience and composure.

I guess this is what it feels like to be trapped in a body that's given up on you. You wake up and it's as if an invisible force is holding you down, tasks that once seemed effortless now feel like insurmountable challenges. Your once sharp and agile mind is now clouded and slow, weighed down by a constant sense of fatigue. The simplest decisions become monumental burdens.

Then there's the irritability. It's as if your patience has worn so thin that every minor annoyance, no matter how small it is it'll set you off. The ticking of a clock or even just the presence of others can become unbearable burdens.

It's a vicious cycle. The more exhausted you feel, the more easily irritated you become. And the more irritated you become, the more exhausted you feel. You're stuck in a constant state of agitation, with no clear way out.

chirumiix

Author: I wrote this because i was not in the mood all day and i was getting bored hehe. Because of that, i got really frustrated so i decided to just pour everything into my notes:P