Until Forever - Kylian Mbappé (on pause)

3 - 1 year later

POV Kamila
13 may 2025
Madrid, Spain 🇪🇸

Me and Kylian have been trying to have a child for a while and it doesn't happen for us. I'm sad since I really want to have a baby. To tell the truth me and Kylian have been trying before but we stopped at the beginning of this year since it never worked. We started to try at the beginning of our marriage but we are still childless. I'm so heartbroken and Kylian is frustrated. We went to a doctor to see why we didn't get pregnant. It turned out that I might never get pregnant. It's a big chance that I will never have children. I have never cried so much since I found out about it.

Since we got to know about it Kylian have been a little distant from me. He has been initiating sex less and less for each time. He has also been coming home late and are going out more than usual. I'm sad but I know that his training with the team is harder than it was with PSG. Today I decided to confront him about it. He just came back from the training

Me: Kyky can we talk

Kylian: what do you want

Me: why have you been so distant from me lately

Kylian: what are you talking about

Me: since we got to know that I have trouble to get pregnant you have been distant

Kylian: I have had so much work, I don't have the energy to argue with you

Me: energy?, Kylian you have been distant with me and never initiating sex with me, are you losing interest in me or seeing someone else

Kylian: w-what, no I would never do that to you

Me: stop lying tell me the truth are you cheating on me

Kylian: no, I'm not cheating on you, that you can even believe that is offending me

Me: sorry but you haven't show me the opposite

Kylian: if you can believe that about me then it's better to divorce, if you can't trust me then it's not worth it to stay in this marriage

Me: oh so you want to divorce me now, great then you will have your divorce

I left the living room crying so much. I went to our once shared bedroom and started to pack my stuff. While I took a little break I booked a flight back to Paris and are leaving tomorrow. I never thought we would break up. After awhile I went down to eat something and saw that he wasn't home. After I ate I started to pack again and were now done. I went to the guest room and slept there.

POV Kylian
14 may 2025
Madrid, Spain 🇪🇸

For the past year me and Kamila have been trying to have a baby. We tried before but It didn't happen and now is the same. It turned out that she is incapable to get pregnant. When I found out about it it broke me. I really want to have a baby with her but it might never happen. The day we found out about I went out with my friends to party. I found a girl there and ended up having sex with her. I know it was bad but it just happened. After that night we started to meet up more often and we became friends with benefits. I feel so bad for my wife because she doesn't deserve it but I can't stop. Yesterday she confronted me about it but I got defensive and asked for a divorce. I wished I never did. I ended up going to that girls house since I had to release myself.

When i got home from work I didn't see her as usual. I started to call out for her but she didn't answer so I walked to our room and saw that her stuff was gone. She really left. I can't believe it. I tried to call her but she had blocked me. I started to cry. I destroyed my marriage when it was perfect. We could have overcome this together but no I had to ruin it. I know she will never forgive me. In the bed I saw her ring and a divorce papers already signed by her. It broke my heart and I can't do anything about it.