Enhypen one shots/hurt fics

Sunoo - starving 🩹

Another comeback, which means lots ans lots of dance practice and vocal training. Waking up late and staying up till late at night, everybody was tired.

It was near midnight and everybody was asleep accept one person. The boy couldn't get any sleep doesn't matter how hard he tried, he was turning and turning in bed restless. In his head there were flashy images of all the hate comments he saw online, they had a rule in the dorm not to read the comment section but he wanted to know what to improve, and that was a bad idea.

It seemed no matter how hard he tried nothing was enough for his fans, could he even call them that? But the comment he remembered the clearest were about his weight and how they thought he looked fat. But mabey he was,the boy thought to himself.
He thought about how small Rikis waist was or how muscular was Hesseung. How Jay always said that Jake's wrists were so small he could take both of them in his hand.

All these thought became too much cause he knew not only fans were complaining, earlier in the week he overheard the staff saying they might need to put him on a diet. Not being able to just stay still and do nothing Sunoo got up and quickly threw on a pair of sweets and, probably someone else's, hoodie.

He left the dorm where the rest of boys were sleeping quietly closing the door. He knew exactly where he was headed...

(Lil walk time skip)

"-five of those please and a pack of vitamins" he told the lady that run the 24/7 pharmacy.
The elderly lady stared at him and then said "well you'll need a lot more of the vitamins with the many pills, you're already fin you sure you need this" she said shaking one of the weight loss pill pacs. Sunoo just lowered his head and payed in silence.
The lady just thru there some extra vitamins, he was about to protest when "take those there for free, you'll need it"

"Poor young man" she whispered when the door closed behind the pink hair.

It was breakfast time in the Enha dorms. All the boys were crawling from the bedrooms looking dead.
"Oh. You're up early hyung" said Ni-ki opening his arms to hug Sunoo. The older hugged him back, he felt how fin the younger waist is, and got insecure. I need to do something, I don't want to be bringing enha down...

"You good hyung?" The latter seemed to notice the stiffening of Sunoo. "Tired"

"Breakfast on the table" The oldest member announced. Sunoo sat down and looked at the egg on his plate, he felt like vomiting. All he could see was calories. He excused himselth to the bathroom.
He locked the door and got out one of the packages, throwing out the instructions he got four of the pills and swallowed them quickly. They were sour and well tasted like shit. Then he remembered the lady from the store and took out the vitamins, trying to convince himself he will stay healthy that way.

"We need to go!" Someone shouted and he hid the boxes as quickly as possible. Taking his bag and others stuff he needed he headed to the front door. "You didn't even touch your food" said someone seriously, younger started mumbling something nervously "am I really that bad of a cook" Heeseung interrupted him, now, jokingly.

They got to the van, and everything went as always, dance dance dance and again dance some singing some dad jokes and more training and you guessed it dancing! It all went smoothly till lunch time. Everybody was excited accept one person...

Sunoo was dragging behind them all. Some of the members found it weird cause their little sunshine was always first to the food, but they blamed it on the tiredness. Cause after the sleepless night Sunoo looked like a zombie, but who did not with so much work lately.

They all sat down and then food was served, Sunoo looked at it and again the feeling he had at breakfast returned. Everybody was now eating like it was their first food in months. At some point a puppy noticed that their sunshine didn't even start eating and was only playing with the food.

"Sun you good?" This turned everybody attention to the boy. Well... shit!
"Why are you not eating?" and "Are you feeling alright?" 's were overlapping coming from different people. He knew he had to eat now for his members not to turn more attention onto him in the future. He took the chopsticks and starting eating the kimchi ramen. Slowly the members stopped paying attention to him accepting the fact he ate.

„I'm going to the toilet"

Sunoo, afthere going off of their site, started running staring to the toilet. He leaned over the bowl and pushed two of his fingers deep into his throat. And that's how he ended up vomiting all the food he has earlier consumed.

Sunoo's routine of skipping or throwing up all the food consumed and eating tons and tons of the pills continued for two weeks. He's body became weaker and weaker but he saw the numbers on the scale go drastically down so he thought he was doing something right. All the enha members would have normally probably noticed somethings of but loads of work made them too tired to care bout everybody. Almost all the members were trying to focus at least at caring about themselves tho sometimetimes they were too overworked to do even that.

It was dance practice, exactly second hour „EVRYBODY STOP!" the dance instructor yelled „Sunoo again! Are you kidding me!" „we have been trying to keep calm with you're behaviour for a while now but it's enough! Thru this week you kept making mistakes we let it slip thinking you were stressed and it's gonna be over soon! NOW AGAIN! IT BETTER BE PERFECT"

Sunoo felt exhausted, his body feeling week like he can bearly hold himselth up. He looked around for a supporting look from one of his members but all he saw was annoyed stares. He sighed and with his head down went back to his position.

The music stared and , his earlier headache, turned into a migraine he gave all his energy into dancing. This choreography had a lot of spins and at some point he ligh headed. He looked at the dance teacher and saw him smiling then his vision got blurred with some dark and seconds later he found himself falling to the floor. Then everything went blank

***
Ni-ki felt bad for Sunoo but he was low key annoyed his favorite hyung seemed to be slacking lately, he looked at him one more time in the mirror and saw something strange. Sunoo got really thin he looked fragile. His skin pale. Makneas eyes got bigger realising how blind they were. The music started playing and he momentarily started dancing the choreography, even tho it was more muscle memory at this point. At one moment he saw Sunoo dancing so perfectly and thought he had imagined it all and at the second he found himselth catching the fainting sunshine in his arms.

Everybody afther realising what happened stopped dancing and run to the pink hairs boy side. „Call the medics! FAST!" Sunghoon, seemingly the only one in his right mind, shouted at the shocked dance teacher.

The manager and two medics ran into the room closely followed by the dance instructor. They saw a miserably looking boy laying on the floor with his head in the lap of his maknea who was holding his tears back. „Move".

***

„Did you see him he looked so... sick" Jungowon chocked out tears streaming down his cheeks. „I know what you're thinking but it's not you're fault" „but Jay Hyung-„ „don't". The boys were sitting in a waiting room when the doctor finally walked out with their manager. „You can see him now but he's really week. I can't imagine how horrible it must be not eating for two month"
The members eyes got wide. TWO WEEKS THEIR SUNSHINE HAS BEEN STARVING HIMSELT.
„Have you seen him take any pills guys" Now the manager started speaking „he seemed to overdose weight losses pills"

***

He walked in to se Sunoo laying on the hospital bed IV strapped to his arm, week and fragile. His eyes were open when the Boyer walked in. In seconds they all were by his side. „Don't ever dare to do this again hyung" said Riki squizing his sun. He just hugged him back. 

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1452 word yay! I'm sry for shitty ending but idk what to write here hehe! Plss request if ya have any ideas for a story this is my first one so if you have any advice I'm open now

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